scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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-100 DLA renewal after a decade of receiving it refused. WTF ! !

+10

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Ugh, feel like crap. I have fought with this woman on Facebook. She is a friend of one of my FB friends I met on an online board. She is a real piece of work and I ended up in an argument with her.

Now I feel bad because I dont want to cause stress for this girl, it is not her fault her friend is such a scary piece of machinery. I should have just ignored her condescending, bitchy jabs at me and hidden the news story and not fed the drama. I wish I wasnt so hot headed...

I guess it is a lesson to me. When I did that Temperament test on here yesterday I got Choleric as my second most dominant temperament.

It is true, I really bite back hard when someone bites at me, or when I see someone I care about being attacked, or when I see someone writing something mean and unprejudiced I am impulsively in there, kicking ass.

I need to learn from this and learn to walk away when I see things, unless there is a real need for me to stand up for someone I need to stop fighting other people's battles,

and even when defending myself, I need to learn to walk away rather than fight back all the time,

because I am really a fun loving happy person at heart and I let myself get pulled into too many dramas and I take in and absorb too much negativity from other people. This needs to change, and I need to get stronger.

+1.57079633

My chemistry lab today was much easier than expected and I got out of class early, and we have a thunderstorm in the distance that made for a nice sunset as I was driving home.

Thanks. :) I will write back, later. I'm doing better, today, for a change, though... been doing better all day, actually. Right now, about +2, if I'd put an approximate number on it. Hopefully, it'll last for a few days, at least.

+6. wheee.

1

Being sick makes me feel like crap. especially since I am super hungry and all food tastes like crap.

+1, hot.

-2

I think my recent serious and unusually long depressive episode was more neurochemically-driven than anything else. I'm slowly improving...

-6

Here's a big middle finger to the whole f*****g world.

-9...wish it would just end.

-2 just trying to Keep Calm and Carry On as they say.

-3

I'm extremely tired. That thunderstorm kept me up all night.

+5.666
happyness, and then sleep.

+0, getting a bit ill. Tomorrow will drag

-5. I really, really regret not having my wisdom teeth taken out early last year. I should have done it because one of them has a hole in it which has gotten bigger and now I am in pain. I was too scared to get the teeth taken out back then and I didnt want to spend $300 and now it will prob cost me a lot more, plus be a lot more painful.