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08 Nov 2011, 12:42 am

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08 Nov 2011, 12:51 am

Not sure...I think I am developing insomnia, not being able to sleep till early in the morning and waking up after only a few hours of sleep. I also feel like I am going insane still.... :huh:



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08 Nov 2011, 12:57 am

-8 I am so depressed about today and tomorrow. :(


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08 Nov 2011, 1:59 am

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Not sure...I think I am developing insomnia, not being able to sleep till early in the morning and waking up after only a few hours of sleep. I also feel like I am going insane still.... :huh:
I think that's called onset insomnia, sleep deprivation can make you feel a little loopy. your not crazy you just need some rest.
I love your new avatar btw. :thumright:



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08 Nov 2011, 2:03 am

Sextaesada wrote:
Sweetleaf wrote:
Not sure...I think I am developing insomnia, not being able to sleep till early in the morning and waking up after only a few hours of sleep. I also feel like I am going insane still.... :huh:
I think that's called onset insomnia, sleep deprivation can make you feel a little loopy. your not crazy you just need some rest.
I love your new avatar btw. :thumright:


Yeah I would like to think all I need is rest, but I've got pleanty of other things causing problems as well..that's probably partially why I'm having problems sleeping. But the lack of sleep certainly is not helping just makes me feel more numb and unreal which is a rather creepy feeling.



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08 Nov 2011, 2:08 am

Sweetleaf wrote:
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Sweetleaf wrote:
Not sure...I think I am developing insomnia, not being able to sleep till early in the morning and waking up after only a few hours of sleep. I also feel like I am going insane still.... :huh:
I think that's called onset insomnia, sleep deprivation can make you feel a little loopy. your not crazy you just need some rest.
I love your new avatar btw. :thumright:


Yeah I would like to think all I need is rest, but I've got pleanty of other things causing problems as well..that's probably partially why I'm having problems sleeping. But the lack of sleep certainly is not helping just makes me feel more numb and unreal which is a rather creepy feeling.
at some extremes it can make you hallucinate, oh don't let things bother you, have a warm glass of milk and cookies. hahaha. :roll:



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08 Nov 2011, 2:13 am

Sextaesada wrote:
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Sweetleaf wrote:
Not sure...I think I am developing insomnia, not being able to sleep till early in the morning and waking up after only a few hours of sleep. I also feel like I am going insane still.... :huh:
I think that's called onset insomnia, sleep deprivation can make you feel a little loopy. your not crazy you just need some rest.
I love your new avatar btw. :thumright:


Yeah I would like to think all I need is rest, but I've got pleanty of other things causing problems as well..that's probably partially why I'm having problems sleeping. But the lack of sleep certainly is not helping just makes me feel more numb and unreal which is a rather creepy feeling.
at some extremes it can make you hallucinate, I missed sleep for like 2 days and had a panic attack cause I was hallucinating vividly. it was scary, I thought I was going to die.


I went four days with no sleep with the help of adderall once because I was being an idiot...that is really the only explination I have. And got to experiance that. At one point I was riding in a car driving through a canyon and I could see faces in the rocks And everything was looking quite distorted. Hopefully it wont reach that point since I am still getting some sleep, just not quite as much as I should be.



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08 Nov 2011, 2:18 am

Sweetleaf wrote:
Sextaesada wrote:
Sweetleaf wrote:
Sextaesada wrote:
Sweetleaf wrote:
Not sure...I think I am developing insomnia, not being able to sleep till early in the morning and waking up after only a few hours of sleep. I also feel like I am going insane still.... :huh:
I think that's called onset insomnia, sleep deprivation can make you feel a little loopy. your not crazy you just need some rest.
I love your new avatar btw. :thumright:


Yeah I would like to think all I need is rest, but I've got pleanty of other things causing problems as well..that's probably partially why I'm having problems sleeping. But the lack of sleep certainly is not helping just makes me feel more numb and unreal which is a rather creepy feeling.
at some extremes it can make you hallucinate, I missed sleep for like 2 days and had a panic attack cause I was hallucinating vividly. it was scary, I thought I was going to die.


I went four days with no sleep with the help of adderall once because I was being an idiot...that is really the only explination I have. And got to experiance that. At one point I was riding in a car driving through a canyon and I could see faces in the rocks And everything was looking quite distorted. Hopefully it wont reach that point since I am still getting some sleep, just not quite as much as I should be.
oh I thought I felt I was in my only little video game world or hell. it was scary. damn, I stayed up 3 due to xtc, and then smoked to try to sleep while I was coming down. (it didn't help it made me have a panic. :cry: )



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08 Nov 2011, 2:28 am

Sextaesada wrote:
Sweetleaf wrote:
Sextaesada wrote:
Sweetleaf wrote:
Sextaesada wrote:
Sweetleaf wrote:
Not sure...I think I am developing insomnia, not being able to sleep till early in the morning and waking up after only a few hours of sleep. I also feel like I am going insane still.... :huh:
I think that's called onset insomnia, sleep deprivation can make you feel a little loopy. your not crazy you just need some rest.
I love your new avatar btw. :thumright:


Yeah I would like to think all I need is rest, but I've got pleanty of other things causing problems as well..that's probably partially why I'm having problems sleeping. But the lack of sleep certainly is not helping just makes me feel more numb and unreal which is a rather creepy feeling.
at some extremes it can make you hallucinate, I missed sleep for like 2 days and had a panic attack cause I was hallucinating vividly. it was scary, I thought I was going to die.


I went four days with no sleep with the help of adderall once because I was being an idiot...that is really the only explination I have. And got to experiance that. At one point I was riding in a car driving through a canyon and I could see faces in the rocks And everything was looking quite distorted. Hopefully it wont reach that point since I am still getting some sleep, just not quite as much as I should be.
oh I thought I felt I was in my only little video game world or hell. it was scary. damn, I stayed up 3 due to xtc, and then smoked to try to sleep while I was coming down. (it didn't help it made me have a panic. :cry: )


That does not sound very fun......but yeah lack of sleep can cause some pretty weird things.



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08 Nov 2011, 2:42 am

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That does not sound very fun......but yeah lack of sleep can cause some pretty weird things.

it was...hell. :roll:



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08 Nov 2011, 2:46 am

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That does not sound very fun......but yeah lack of sleep can cause some pretty weird things.

it was...hell. :roll:


Sounds like it...bad mushroom trips are also hell, but then so are anxiety attacks......so many ways to hell it seems.



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08 Nov 2011, 2:58 am

Sweetleaf wrote:
Sextaesada wrote:
Sweetleaf wrote:
That does not sound very fun......but yeah lack of sleep can cause some pretty weird things.

it was...hell. :roll:


Sounds like it...bad mushroom trips are also hell, but then so are anxiety attacks......so many ways to hell it seems.

Oh, I've never had shrooms. my friend loves them. what I have tripped on brought out every insecurity I have about myself and made me think about them constantly I felt like imaginary people were laughing at me. :cry:



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08 Nov 2011, 3:01 am

Sextaesada wrote:
Sweetleaf wrote:
Sextaesada wrote:
Sweetleaf wrote:
That does not sound very fun......but yeah lack of sleep can cause some pretty weird things.

it was...hell. :roll:


Sounds like it...bad mushroom trips are also hell, but then so are anxiety attacks......so many ways to hell it seems.

Oh, I've never had shrooms. my friend loves them. what I have tripped on brought out every insecurity I have about myself and made me think about them constantly I felt like imaginary people were laughing at me. :cry:


That happened to me on prozac...for some reason, so I quit taking it. But yeah sometimes I wonder if knowing what I do now if I ever would have wanted to trip on anything in the first place. Though I can't say for sure that it contributed to my current mental state, but I can't quite say for sure that it did not.



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08 Nov 2011, 3:13 am

Sweetleaf wrote:
Sextaesada wrote:
Sweetleaf wrote:
Sextaesada wrote:
Sweetleaf wrote:
That does not sound very fun......but yeah lack of sleep can cause some pretty weird things.

it was...hell. :roll:


Sounds like it...bad mushroom trips are also hell, but then so are anxiety attacks......so many ways to hell it seems.

Oh, I've never had shrooms. my friend loves them. what I have tripped on brought out every insecurity I have about myself and made me think about them constantly I felt like imaginary people were laughing at me. :cry:


That happened to me on prozac...for some reason, so I quit taking it. But yeah sometimes I wonder if knowing what I do now if I ever would have wanted to trip on anything in the first place. Though I can't say for sure that it contributed to my current mental state, but I can't quite say for sure that it did not.

Prozac can cause hallucinations?! I don't know, my trips make me feel stranger than I was before. a friend at my school has been going in and out of mental health, because of mushrooms and acid. its really sad. :(



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08 Nov 2011, 3:26 am

1. Wish I had a personality. I feel so dull and boring.



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08 Nov 2011, 3:28 am

Sextaesada wrote:
Sweetleaf wrote:
Sextaesada wrote:
Sweetleaf wrote:
Sextaesada wrote:
Sweetleaf wrote:
That does not sound very fun......but yeah lack of sleep can cause some pretty weird things.

it was...hell. :roll:


Sounds like it...bad mushroom trips are also hell, but then so are anxiety attacks......so many ways to hell it seems.

Oh, I've never had shrooms. my friend loves them. what I have tripped on brought out every insecurity I have about myself and made me think about them constantly I felt like imaginary people were laughing at me. :cry:


That happened to me on prozac...for some reason, so I quit taking it. But yeah sometimes I wonder if knowing what I do now if I ever would have wanted to trip on anything in the first place. Though I can't say for sure that it contributed to my current mental state, but I can't quite say for sure that it did not.

Prozac can cause hallucinations?! I don't know, my trips make me feel stranger than I was before. a friend at my school has been going in and out of mental health, because of mushrooms and acid. its really sad. :(


Yes apparently it can, I did not read that part of that paper they give you with all the drug information......till after I experianced that there was a lot on there so I must have missed that part. But yeah I heard everyone whispering about me and stuff, when they where not which just made things worse. So yeah I wish they would have told me that could happen luckily I was intelligent enough to realise it was the prozac and was able to keep reminding myself of that.

and psychedelics can certainly be dangerous.