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10 Nov 2011, 10:23 pm

-10 don't know why I'm trying to keep going....

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10 Nov 2011, 10:35 pm

? Why does my brain do this to me. For five years straight it's been telling me it's The End and there is no hope and then I find that it wasn't the end. But I believe 100% that now is the end, whenever now is. It's the stupidest thing in the world. Why can I not accept that it's not the end and that my brain is illogical. Cause then who and what can I trust if the thing that processes reality for me is so obviously flawed.

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10 Nov 2011, 10:38 pm

Sweetleaf wrote:

-10 don't know why I'm trying to keep going....

You have a lot to live for. I'm really sorry things are so rough for you now. Have you been able to see any doctors or other professionals?

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10 Nov 2011, 10:50 pm

purchase wrote:

Sweetleaf wrote:

-10 don't know why I'm trying to keep going....

You have a lot to live for. I'm really sorry things are so rough for you now. Have you been able to see any doctors or other professionals?

Like what?...and no, I've thought about it but I don't know if I can trust any of that, I mean what if they make things worse?

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10 Nov 2011, 11:01 pm

Sweetleaf wrote:

purchase wrote:

Sweetleaf wrote:

-10 don't know why I'm trying to keep going....

You have a lot to live for. I'm really sorry things are so rough for you now. Have you been able to see any doctors or other professionals?

Like what?...and no, I've thought about it but I don't know if I can trust any of that, I mean what if they make things worse?

You have being happy in the future to live for... because of career and relationships and helping other people and good things happening to you... might be very difficult to conceive of now I know. As for making things worse, at a certain point things can pretty much only get better and if you've been very severely depressed for a long time it seems like this might be one such point. Anyway seeing a therapist is one thing that is very low-risk with a high possibility of benefit, if medicine is a risk you don't want to take at this point.

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10 Nov 2011, 11:05 pm

purchase wrote:

Sweetleaf wrote:

purchase wrote:

Sweetleaf wrote:

-10 don't know why I'm trying to keep going....

You have a lot to live for. I'm really sorry things are so rough for you now. Have you been able to see any doctors or other professionals?

Like what?...and no, I've thought about it but I don't know if I can trust any of that, I mean what if they make things worse?

I'm not going to be happy...I am beyond that point and I've accepted it. I don't want a freaking career........what will that do? it means nothing to me absolutely nothing to me. And I like being around the people I like and can trust, but I feel like I just cause more problems for them...so they would be better off not knowing me. And I have already seen therapists, they did not help at all.

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10 Nov 2011, 11:57 pm

+5
I've been feeling positive lately; not many anxieties.

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11 Nov 2011, 2:30 am

+3, I got back from skryim midnight release, I haven't missed a single class, however tomorrow I"m taking a breather and playing skyrim all night and all day. :coffee:
I was a little lonely earlier because no one has talked to me in a few weeks, atleast I have skyrim. :roll: midnight launch was really fun people just talked inside about how they were going to make their characters, it was awesome!

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11 Nov 2011, 6:23 am

+9 :heart:

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11 Nov 2011, 6:34 am

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And why are you so happy?

+3 It's 4:30 am and I should go to bed but someone just gave me a compliment on my personality and I organized my room and my brother is coming home from being in Paraguay for 2 years in a few hours

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11 Nov 2011, 7:07 am

chrissyrun wrote:

Grisha wrote:

And why are you so happy?

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11 Nov 2011, 12:26 pm

+6 tomorrow will go well.

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11 Nov 2011, 2:43 pm

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11 Nov 2011, 2:52 pm

-1 hangover

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11 Nov 2011, 9:37 pm

I feel like I am f*cked, not the fun way either....but seriously that is how I feel.

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11 Nov 2011, 11:41 pm

+111,111 Best. Friday. Night. Ever. :heart:

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