scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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-10.

so helpless and alone.
how can one person ruin so much happiness?

I wrote all of it, hoping for...something I don't know, something I want back but I don't know what that is because I'm unsure of what I actually had.

All of it has been worthless in comparison to the effort and pain though, the words, the feelings, all which I gave. You don't throw out that effort, or perhaps you do. If they were worth what they felt they were, perhaps I'd know what I had. You were my life. It was probably wrong of me to think I could ever be a part of your life, but I hoped too. I never took your effort for anything other than feeling your dedication.

I don't understand.

I think that may be it. I don't understand any of it. I don't know it. I never knew it. If I cannot understand my own emotions, how can I ever understand yours? If I never knew, and know how to hold a person, why should I expect them to hold back?

The cruelest thing is letting the person who doesn't know think he actually knew.

-10

-6. I don't understand NTs, I really don't. No matter how much they hate us, they shouldn't make remarks such as autistic people mustn't marry, otherwise they will pass their autistic genes onto the kids. They shouldn't have screamed and shouted at me as though I'm deaf. They shouldn't have pushed me towards a meltdown, then accuse me of being rude and ungracious when they were the ones who kept disturbing me while I was busy trying my best to multi-task. When I say that I'm overwhelmed, I'm really overwhelmed, don't they understand? I don't understand. When I ask for silence, just give me silence! Don't argue with me!

6.7

+10 I love that woman more every day...

-9. mhm.

Undefined.

5+ addicted to tyler the creator

-5, still don't know what the hell to do in life and I'm running out of funds.

About a 4.5, I found a whole bunch of cool stuff to upgrade my car with later on when I have a job, but that whole as*hole beeping the horn at me while I was backing out thing has me all worked up.

Another plus is I haven't been too bothered about girls lately for some reason

I wish you were on your way here, promising to and making it all better.

Sore Daniel.

-10

+1
Last week has been hell. Constant anxiety whenever I talk to somebody (couldn't even post on here) for no apparent reason.
Oh and I have lots of real problems but instead of fixing those I just spend half of my day worrying over things that probably shouldn't be an issue in the first place and thinking about stuff that happened ages ago.
I'm just glad the anxiety is over now.