scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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8, yesterday was a really bad day, But i feel ok now.

-3 I got 4 hours of sleep and I am sick

Did you know, that other than the doctors/nurses, you were the only one to see the scars of my bullet wound? To touch such?

I guess you know that though.

I wonder if I'll ever let someone that close again; doesn't seem worth it to me, as all I end up with is more scars, some seen, some unseen.

-9

That's how a lot of people feel about heartbreak, specially from their first love.
It's all about being ok with getting hurt is what my parents say.
I say to test people. Maybe not all the time, but enough to know that they are there and care, etc.

Anyways, you are usually -10, and are -9 I just noticed, so grats on the improvement
Someday the pain will end.

-1, a repeat of yesterday is highly undesired

Thanks.

I'm one of those slow to make, even slower to lose/forget, types. I'm not new to loss, and I know it'll get better in time; harder when you see it forever and planned for said forever, but that's really nothing new either.

Thanks again.

-8 (knowing that it'll get better helps)

up from - 6. something a 3 but i did have to have 2 and half jugs of beer first lets see what I'm like tomorrow

-3

'sigh' I sure get to be the inferior one alot.

+2 tired, but I'm feeling pretty good. some waiter gave me a free drink last night.

-5

I feel like s**t and I wanna die, it's one of those times where I'm thinking too much and nothing but bad thoughts fill my head. I should find something to do and keep my demons at bay.

-6, a minor issue but my crap motor skills screwed me over again, sometimes I have a hard time putting the card in the clock out machine at work, today I did, its very embarrassing... as there was whole line of people behind me. I try to get at the front of the line as its really tiring having to avoid looking at people, I'm pretty good at it, but its really draining.

I'd thought I cheer myself up with some ice cream, AS screws me over once again, I couldn't hear what the guy was saying as it was noisy, I wanted chocolate ice cream with rainbow spinkes, due to me not hearing what the guy was saying, I sort of got the wrong order, he gave me rainbow ice cream and Chocolate with rainbow sprinkles in one cup. I didn't really want to give this guy a hard time about it, I just told myself, eh, I won't hurt to try something new.

Not to mention that if I visit that particular store in the future, I don't wanna be that annoying customer that nobody likes, then there's the R word issue, etc.

And plus another medical condition I have in which I have that might be curable has been haunting me for months now, I am fresh outta HS so all that doctor & Healthcare stuff, not that familiar with it yet, I heard my mom say that they don't have any heath insurance, It really sucks.

6 I just ate yummy breadsticks and was told I have too many posts on this website from someone I blocked. That makes me laugh.

-1. a lovely man to cuddle in bed will make this better.

+4

+3.76

Dreams. Dreams. Dreams. Miss. Miss. Miss.

-10