scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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TeaEarlGreyHot
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04 Jan 2012, 6:14 pm

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I'm a day ahead of you tea, you don't want to lose do you? :lol:
I'm not sure how much longer I will be sober though, feelings sad enough to want a drink...


Mahhhhhn, I was so close to losing this morning it's not even funny. My friends were right, day 5 SUUUUUCKS.


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04 Jan 2012, 6:23 pm

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I'm a day ahead of you tea, you don't want to lose do you? :lol:
I'm not sure how much longer I will be sober though, feelings sad enough to want a drink...


Mahhhhhn, I was so close to losing this morning it's not even funny. My friends were right, day 5 SUUUUUCKS.

well I've just been smoking weed daily so it might be a little easier for me to quit I only drank every few weeks. I"m also quitting because I"m not enjoying it, weed just makes me extremely uncomfortable now. sorry quitting is hard for you tea. :(


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04 Jan 2012, 6:34 pm

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I'm a day ahead of you tea, you don't want to lose do you? :lol:
I'm not sure how much longer I will be sober though, feelings sad enough to want a drink...


Mahhhhhn, I was so close to losing this morning it's not even funny. My friends were right, day 5 SUUUUUCKS.

well I've just been smoking weed daily so it might be a little easier for me to quit I only drank every few weeks. I"m also quitting because I"m not enjoying it, weed just makes me extremely uncomfortable now. sorry quitting is hard for you tea. :(


I was drinking every day, all day long. No weed here, though I have been smoking cigs like crazy.


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04 Jan 2012, 7:11 pm

TeaEarlGreyHot wrote:
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TeaEarlGreyHot wrote:
Sextaesada wrote:
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I'm a day ahead of you tea, you don't want to lose do you? :lol:
I'm not sure how much longer I will be sober though, feelings sad enough to want a drink...


Mahhhhhn, I was so close to losing this morning it's not even funny. My friends were right, day 5 SUUUUUCKS.

well I've just been smoking weed daily so it might be a little easier for me to quit I only drank every few weeks. I"m also quitting because I"m not enjoying it, weed just makes me extremely uncomfortable now. sorry quitting is hard for you tea. :(


I was drinking every day, all day long. No weed here, though I have been smoking cigs like crazy.

I was smoking every day, all day long. no cigs here, though I have been drinking like crazy.


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04 Jan 2012, 7:20 pm

Just found out I have AS (I'm 15) so going between nearly a 10 (knowing it's not all my fault) and a -10 (knowing that all my efforts to fit in were pointless). Funny how discovering I had AS was the first thing to make me act 'Bipolar'.



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04 Jan 2012, 7:55 pm

I'd call it a +8 right now. I'm just in a unusually good mood. :)


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04 Jan 2012, 11:32 pm

Two different things at the same time so two numbers:

+5 : Just got back from a friend's place - someone who's been super busy and has lip-serviced the idea of us collaborating on some music projects for a long time but it hasn't happened. We got a really solid foundation for a tune down and I have a feeling if we can keep this up (seems creative chemistry is working pretty good for the time being) we could be twisting out new tunes under an alias somewhere on Soundcloud and have it be pretty good. Glad to be back on with music again :).

-5 : Went to Taco Bell drive-thru when I left since I was hungry. I let another motorist in front of me from the parking lot. Actually I found out - cute girl, lots of witty/geeky bumperstickers, blasting some kind of cross between hardcore metal and dubstep and telling the window guy how much he needs to play Skyrim. I laughed for a second because I was like "Damn, a woman after my own heart" and then I realized - people like that simply don't exist on my social island and likely won't at any time in the forseeable future. As hip as I might be on that level I'm technically half-geezer being over the 30 mark, I work and live with straight-laced people who can't relate to that stuff and even my peers were maybe five or six years short of that next generation and music-wise were still very poppy/conservative in their tastes. Had to remind myself again there's no God, no higher power taking a giant cigar-cherry to my heart deliberately, and that most of these similar NT's are no doubt stuck in similar situations with people its not clicking with half the time - ie. the world kinda puts us all on our own islands and we see what we want passing at a distance far more often than we'll ever have it available within arms reach.


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05 Jan 2012, 4:54 am

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I don't know. It was far more stress than I could handle, it was me who was "spent" after such a short period of time, it was me who, in the end, just couldn't get the social and emotional stuff out, and it was me who ended it in words. Why do I feel so bad, when I know she's [most likely] happier, and I'm free of the stresses?

It's because you miss others who you're attached to, especially when they're completely gone. Also, you see that if you were normal it would have been fine.

Yeah. It still doesn't make me feel better though.



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05 Jan 2012, 11:27 am

A mind all logic is like a knife all blade. It makes the hand bleed that uses it.


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05 Jan 2012, 11:35 am

-5 migraine and noise


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05 Jan 2012, 12:32 pm

+2 some metal full blast.


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05 Jan 2012, 2:26 pm

-5

Bills, bills, bills.


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05 Jan 2012, 2:52 pm

I'm not really sure I could really apply any sort of number rating to it. I know I could feel a lot worse, and I am glad to have at least friends and family and a roof over my head. But near every single day has been the same, over and over and over again. Because I stay up late so much, I end up sleeping most of the day away. No job for years now, despite persistent applications being put in everywhere I could possibly think of, even those that I'd initially been picky about or said "no" to. Hate feeling like I'm just leeching off my parents, or friends that buy me games just because they want to play them with me. So there's a lot of guilt as well as boredom. I wish that I could change something.



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05 Jan 2012, 3:22 pm

+7

Another slow office day where I got to spend quality and endearing time with my family away from home.

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(hopefully at least someone feels a little warm and fuzzy off of that :) )


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05 Jan 2012, 3:33 pm

9 or so, I have a new lappy-toppy!


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05 Jan 2012, 4:00 pm

I wish I had a rope to tie a noose with.
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