Sweetleaf wrote:
Sextaesada wrote:
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nothings going on tonight, friends were going to play dnd I guess I was left out....no ride to show where my friends are tonight. looks like I"m stuck home watching anime...fml as soon as I get a social drive I'm stuck being a shut in regardless.
@sweatleaf, I pretty much feel that way all the time. nothing at all just empty....its lovely.
Well I gotta figure something out otherwise I am going to lose control...I don't even know what to do the idea of getting a job seems totally impossible I tried looking at the disability aplication again because I was thinking of starting on it but just looking at the instructions overwhelmed the hell out of me so much that I am considering failing my goal of only smoking 3 ciggerettes today and am about to light up a forth. its pathetic.
I'm taking this semester off from my school it just feels so pointless like I'm throwing away my parents money. That's kinda messed up that the instructions are overwhelming, and nothing is pathetic about it cigarettes are hard for some people to quit.

by the way
Go beyond the impossible and kick reason to the curb!
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