scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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-8

migraine... again. wtf

0. I was just remembering a time that I've rebelled against society for real, due to the huffiness of another member. I was lucky enough to get my life back on track. I would have done it sooner, but I really was that angry. I should have just stuck with The Kinks, Routemasters and The 60s and withered the storm. I want to find all the pictures that were taken of myself between the January of 2007 and the August of 2009 and burn them all.

((((hugs))))) and painkilling <<<drugs>>> to the people on this page who need it.

EDIT: my post shoulda been on the last page lol.

but the posters after me need hugs too. so you can have them.

I've started several "Dear You" letters. I can't finish them because it never says the right thing. All I want is to feel better. To find something to fill the void you left when you left. You're off doing whatever the dead do, but I have to figure out how to get through every Sunday when I should be giggling on the phone with you. I love you and I hate you...mostly I just miss you

-something

-10

Been up all night sick as hell. My kids will be here in a few short hours and I wonder just how I'll be able to care for them in this state.

-10

I feel unbelievably sh***y, feel like slitting my throat and just being done with it. :\
I won't though, I'm too weak. No surprise.

-3

I has a sad.

-5

Ah, I just feel worse. I don't know why.

-6

I think I know why.

-9

one step above feeling suicidal

0.

Lack of motivation, and family problems.

0

Apathetic and empty.

-1
people antagonizing
incurred big money in crash today

+2

Things have improved somewhat.

...

-1 I need some friends, and maybe a car so I'm not spending all of my time inside a basement on the computer. I've fared fine for a few months, but it's starting to get to me now.