scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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-6
Unless I pull another miracle out of my ass, I am going to be screwed come Thursday.
My friends chose the perfect time to ditch me too. It's official. My third wheel status is over at least so I don't have to care if they're out doing platonic soul bro stuff without me. End of a good moirallegiance.
It's not a total flop though, listening to the Homestuck soundtrack has lifted my mood a bit, and wasting a few hours shedding tears over silly webcomic stuff has helped. I don't know what it is about these internet phenomenons like Homestuck and Friendship Is Magic, but when I'm at my worst they take me in and make life tolerable for a while.

+3, on average.

+10, my mother-in-law finally decided to schedule the shoulder replacement she's been needing for two years now. Maybe she will stop being in so much pain all the time and get to enjoy life a little more. Doesn't hurt that she's going to be out of commission for a few weeks and demonstrates faith in my ability to take care of all of us during that time.

-8, I'm more than a little bit scared about being the only (allegedly) capable adult in a family of six. We're pretty far out on the wire down here. What if something goes wrong with the baby and I end up on bed rest before she's back on her feet?? What if I just can't cope?? What if, what if, what if...

-5, still consumed with hate and rage for stupid nasty people and their stupid nasty society. It's not blinding any more, but it doesn't serve any purpose either. It's not GOOD for anything other than keeping me up nights.

+5, the baby's moving a lot now. I got to see pictures. She likes to chew on her fingers, and it looks like she's OK in there, and I'm officially halfway through my absolutely LAST pregnancy.

+1, the weather man says it's going to rain Friday and cool down this weekend. It's too hot in this stupid subtropical state (Florida).

I don't really know, kind of like how I imagine one would feel if they found them self in the twilight zone where everything is even more screwed up than it would otherwise be.

-4 wet and cold. my car was outside, and it was rainstorm after me and my friends played brawl I got soaked in the rain and was cold the entire way home that sucked.

-4

Bout a 5. Today had it's ups and downs but overall was pretty good

-2 oh, well.... just being honest

-8

I hate, hate, HATE celebration at Westchase in Houston. What a bunch of God dammed sorry excuses for ass holes! I've had it with their bull s**t, stupidity, bad attitude, and lazyness.

that is a sheep

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It's a sheep toy that my sister knitted me for Christmas. Would you prefer the camio version?
As for me, Mrs. charlie browns voiceless teacher, I feel like smashing myself. I made my face bleed with the hairbrush today.

camio version?

ooh, can we see them both?

haha those are awesome
i'm not yet sure which i love most