scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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Sweetleaf I wish I was in a position to help you to feel better somehow but I am not. However I am concerned about you and I hope you know lots of people here care about you.

#?, way beyond exhausted, sick, panicky but could be worse. Just feel really weird, hope something changes soon.

Yes, it certainly does........but keep in mind apparently one can get physically addicted so its not something one should take all the time but it certainly has it's uses.

+6. Maybe I'm just a happy person in general, although life has been treating me well enough lately, which helps.

People here can only do so much.....I mean people give advice and support when the can or know what to say and such which is nice and I do appreciate but yeah things just are not really going to well at all so that can only help so much I guess.

I agree with Purchase as, this place does provide a feeling of serenity.. I'll admit that like Purchase I'm not sure as to how to help you with your troubles from a realistic,compassionate standpoint but, I try not to belittle others for whatever one is dealing with..

Well that is alright....I just have to vent sometimes to stay sane, and its no one here's fault that IRL it feels like there is no one I can talk to about specifically how I feel. It's just frustrating when I feel rather suicidal and also feel like if I were to even mention suicidal thoughts and not even any sort of plan or anything everyone would just get pissed off that i even feel that way. Also I just get that feeling of when I need support and understanding the most everyone in my life is off doing their own thing or for whatever reason I can't get ahold of anyone....and its probably not intentional just people have lives they have to live it just doesn't make me feel any better I guess.

And more overanalizing but even this is sort of an example.......even though I feel absolutely horrible I am still more concerned with trying to ensure people don't feel too bad about not being able to help. I wish I could learn to regard myself as at least semi-important some of the time.

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-5

I went to bed with some extremly negative feelings last night, and there's not alot that anyone can do to make them go away. I have 100% had it with the bull s**t trolls of all kinds pull. If I had the tools and the means, there would indeed be a population feeling like it was the end of the world right now! One stupid little emotion doesn't excuse the bull.

-3
Still sad about my lack of ability and self-hate but hopefully will be able to get on with things again this weekend.

-10......I should just go back to bed, but I'm already up

+1

Not exactly sure.... Now I am sitting here on and off laughing like an insane person and otherwise feeling like everything is just so terribly funny, somethings wrong with me today.

-4 bit shaky and anxious because of something that has just happened. Wish I wasn't so pathetic.

0.

Trying to beat the idea that being different-- and unable to hide it well-- means you deserve to get s**t on.

But-- man, right or wrong, trying to fight societal norms makes about as much sense as storming Heaven.

Which is, by the way, a great book. By Denise Giardina. Storming Heaven.

It didn't work out very well.

+4

I'm conflicted. I want to say -5 from the annoying, grating, depressing day I've had, but I want to say +5 because it's snowing like crazy outside.... So I'll just settle on 0. It balances out.

-2 I feel really fat and ugly. I need to lose at least another 15kilo's until I look decent. I want to lose my ugly chipmonk cheeks. >.<