scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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I'm visiting my Father and Sister. So far, I've done the dishes, cleared the counter top, and even did the laundry as a "guest" who is treated out to plenty of fast food. I have taken to the shovel and dug a square section, and am planning of chipping through hard clay to get to the sand stone out in the yard and cold wind. My sister is working on my mother's computer. Unfortunatly, the power plug has gone missing. Next step is to clear up the rest of the kitchen sink area and aid unhealthy parent in placing the new sink and pipes inside this really ugly, tiny, run down house. I will continue to tire myself, digging holes outside, chipping at clay and rock (with a chisil. Pardon my spelling), filling the trench in the driveway, and hoping rain doesn't come by to make this take longer. I might have recovered from some kind of headacke that gave me a fever. My underwear is still drying right now, so I don't have socks to wear outside. What I got this morning is my Dad angrily wandering why I was looking at him, and my sister feeling offended for no freaking reason. Maybe they were cranky? I don't know. Pops need to lighten up a little bit.

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I don't feel as ridiculous as yesterday night, and I see my psychiatrist today. That's good! I have a few medications I'm going to suggest to her.

+10. My favourite coworker is back at work, so I won't have to worry about who's taking his place.

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My sister just took some of my sympathy and tossed it into my face like it was poo. Maybe she needs to stop whining about the house she's in then?!

Does he know where you live? If it's via him knowing your phone number..., best not to give it out for a reasonably long time in the future.

(Poor blue.)

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Just went from -10 to a 4, but will fall back down, I already feel -2

Well...I made the stupid mistake of telling him I live behind a pub and that's where we went for our first informal "date". He has my mobile number but that isn't in the phone book or anything AFAIK. He hasn't started pestering me by SMS yet. I'll get Nate onto him if he persists after I block him. Nate could floor him using his pinky finger

Anyway, -1; I had another freaky daydream today about being terminally ill (or some other kinda traumatic life event) and people trying to convince my friends to stop talking to me because I was "taxing" on them with my trivial annoying health problems.

Also, this Advanced Financial Accounting assignment is hard and I'm having trouble doing it. It's due on the 26th.

+5 - sleep

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Going to get myself registered for school today, after some academic advising. I'mma git meesilf sum lernin' right in in heeaa!

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Still tired, although I've seen the sun for the first time in weeks. Clouds are back already, though.
In education, not the worst perspective available. People are generally optimistic about me.
However, despite eating more and more, I'm still severely underweight, to the point of people telling me I look like I'm dying of cancer.

Seems to be a general feeling of political and personal pessimism felt everywhere in this country.
I brought that subject up in a group of people recently, and surprisingly, they all agreed without a doubt.