scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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+5

I had a good visit to the run down 21x21 shack that my sister and father live in. Her sweet dog, Alexis the fluffy one, is very old with arthritis. I gave her some exorcise, brushed her amazingly soft fur, and hugged and petted her plenty before leaving. I might not get to see her again, because her hind legs will make her so unhappy someday. A few times I took her outside, she fell down and I could hear a furry, dusty like ‘plop’ when she would fall down in the dirt. I even had to lift her butt over the doorsill a few times, because the poor thing couldn’t climb over it.

I brought back some branch tea leafs. There is some kind of native bush with green branches growing out of woody ones. Big bush, and after the rains they had, I noticed that these tea branches were abundant, so I of course brought back a few to drink and boil. I walked six miles, and discovered that it’s a proper walking distance for my feet.

My trip from Fort Stockton, Texas was interesting, as I drove through the dark eastward, seeing deer after deer for miles grazing on the grass right at the right side of the highway. The first one nearly scared the life out of me, because she was almost going to dart into my headlights. Yikes. I greedily brought four boxes of my sister’s artful pottery work, and my mother’s new computer. Now I have her old one to myself, and possibly soon I can play with house designs galore from a program I got long ago that doesn’t work on this one of mine that I am typing in. I'll put it on Mother's former computer, so it will still be used.

-2
Always seem to have this problem where I can't motivate myself to write anymore even if I do have the rest of the story already figured out in my head. I just get caught up in trying to get the perfect sentences and structuring because I know if I just do a mindless job it's going to turn out being a big mess. Ugh. Good thing I have until the end of April to do it, I guess.

Been all through -5 to 5 today.
Guess it's just been one of those days.

-7

No amount of painkillers can stop my back from hurting.

-1.. I don't care to be some sort of tele-marketer..

-2

Feeling bored, have a lot of things to do, but tired.
Plus, those damn clouds have returned.
Still, considering the circumstances, I'm still functioning very well.

sadly i am about -3 most times, its seldom 0 or better, its never been more then 5. When the depresion hits very hard i am closer to -8 and my cats are the only thing keeping me from being suicidal, anger at the world being a jerk keeps me from it. i still wish there was a way to get through to other peoples minds but sadly we are not telepathic so we struggle with words or numbers to describe how down we may feel. Sadly it also seems as if the world just wats to get rid of us all so they can be comfortable agian

-4

-4

-9
If I wasn't such a coward, perhaps I'd have done it by now

-7

Being mistreated by words is no way to find out that your Self-injury is getting better. My trust in others has become quite thin.

-7

Permanent solution to a temporary problem my ass. If there's no telling when, where, why, and how it'll end then temporary means jack s**t. It would be more fitting if it was called an indefinite problem.