scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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-4 so much for trying to obtain a job with my local city as, it seems that all hiring is done internally and outsiders are seemingly not allowed.

0. Just 0.

6, but I am tired, so that may change.

1

My sister telling me that it annoyes her for me to try giving her better living space lifed a quite burdon off of my back, oddly enough. It's made me feel better for a while now. I wander if I should take training as a pilot? Wander if I could ever afford it? 'sigh' I need to print stuff out, and have been way too lazy lately.

1ish.
So I went for the first day of this free class. Was more of a lecture, but I guess it'll actually have more work in it starting tomorrow. Did have to take one test that took me 20 or so minutes to do by the end, and apparently my reading comprehension and information finding were rated 5 out of 7. Only 6 other people had shown up, so it seemed a bit more relaxed. Completely forgot about taking notes, but then I wasn't really certain what all might really be crucial - that and never having had to take notes before. Not too bad, I suppose. Just worried I might get tired of doing this five days a week 'til the 20th...but then if I get tired of that, that wouldn't look good to potential employers, either.

+2.3

-2, hmmm broke waiting for a call back from that job I applied for......and afraid to call my friend to see if he wants to hang out tommorrow cause there was a death in his family and I don't want to bother him. In short I guess I don't know what to do with myself.

-4

Have been arguing with people all day, very worn out, and now they've guilt-tripped my mother into arguing with me.
Additionally, I hardly got any sleep last night.

-2, my back hurts again and I haven't gotten a decent night's sleep since I don't know when, but pretty good outside of those things, so trying to take it in stride.

-5 grrrr.....my mom and her boyfriend are arguing....well mostly her boyfriend he's the only one I can hear over the music I am trying to listen to in my room with the door shut. They are ruining my mood, and I was actually feeling quite alright today. And now I am going to go outside and smoke a cigarette because this makes me want to smoke one.


I might add now the anger trolls in my head are getting rowdy, I might hit something or break something before the night is through

+7 quit my job

^ Nice

+3.5

-1

Have a day off, but people still seem angry, and my friends don't seem to have a day off.
I'll watch some Game of Thrones, then. That dwarf is hilarious.

3

Nice day today. Six mile walks don't make me hurt, it seems. I wish the house design program would actualy run on my computer, but it doesn't. It's trash that cost four dollars. I wish the other one didn't get lost. I used to enjoy drawing furniture, making the entire sky out of grey tiles, etc. It was like having a digital doll house without people. I wander where I'm going to find work lately. Leaving Houston might mean fewer science books when I just started getting into them. No chipotle barritoes. No spicey squid at the Asian restaurant. No freeway to speed on. 'sigh'

-5

-7
I just wanna f*****g kill someone.