scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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+10 the music I make is back in fashion again.

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SnTJWXmVju8[/youtube]

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Better Mood

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-3

My mother says I have 'serious problems' after someone explained a one-sided version of an argument.
Basically, someone has been saying I should conform to an educational norm much higher than the legal one determined by the agency that handles exams.
I didn't give her an essay on the 30th of March, instead choosing to hand it in, as the rules state, 'before the first of May', and she complained to my mother.

I can try to explain to my mother that this woman's rules are inconsistent (I was one of the few people who actually handed in anything, but she refused to read it properly), but my mother has been brainwashed to such an extent that she's probably formed an image in her mind and can't listen to my side of the story.

Basically, it's a problem I've had with that woman for a long time. My previous 'mentor' was much, much better at inspiring me. Instead of her 'do this or you will be punished', he said 'do this and you will make it through the next round of exams', which was a much better inspiration. He was much better, and he usually helps a lot more people through their exams even in difficult years. He even seems to agree with me that she's wrong.

-8

I feel like a terrible person because I'm making people's lives on here a misery.

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Guess I've been in a better mood than I had been lately. A while back I felt like I'd had no options left or that I was backed into a corner with no way out, but now I feel a bit more enthusiastic and open minded. Speaking with the other members of the group in class, while I already agree with the idea that life is what you make of it, I suppose it's just good to hear others saying it out loud and to discuss it openly and thoroughly.

Had mock interviews both yesterday and today. I seemed to do ok except I was told my eye contact was a bit too strong, contrary to others' being too little. I'd disclosed that I was autistic just to try to explain quirks like that, and thankfully nobody seemed to be too judgemental. Some seem to have even already had experiences working with other people with aspergers, and apparently there was one guy around my age in the last class who also had aspergers. So I should probably be glad about that.

On the other end I may be catching a cold. I can't afford to miss the class unless I've got a better reason than that(otherwise it's an automatic failure), but if it gets worse I'll have to e-mail and ask the boss at the soup kitchen whether she wants me to come in anyway, and that might not make a good impression of me since it would only be my second day volunteering there.

7

Realy good mood.

-4 at the moment, but a few hours ago, I was a -100,000,000,000,000,000+.

2

Typical day of finding nothing in my job search. A few people have been parking on the parking lines more lately and taking up room. I never see handy capped people park like that. The first one I came across took up some of the handy capped space by parking on the line. Some Nissan car with no tags for over 16 hours. Polightly straightening up might have taken them only 10 seconds.

I played some of Trine 1, and noticed there was a sequal. From the looks of it, the Wizard again doesn't look like the character you move around. In one picture I saw, he has this primate sized nose on his face.

-1

Things are cooling down socially, but I'm very dizzy and I've had a headache all day.

-3. Awful, awful day at work. The only reason it's not lower is that I'm thankful to still have employment to support myself.

+2.2

-1 I feel like crap physically, too much walking....followed by beer cigarettes and not much water till this morning, after I downed an energy drink and walked a mile home cause my dad couldn't take me all the way or he would have been late for work. But I have a job orientation thing I'm supposed to attend on the 9th I'm not for sure hired yet though...but I have to go to the thrift store to try and find appropriate clothing, I need a new belt and some pants and a shirt that doesn't make me look like I belong at a rock or metal concert and only there.

And that's my morning so far.

+3. Pleasant day volunteering. Walked in to a metal object rooted to the ground ,as though it was not there, that was 2 hours ago. It left only a red mark to begin with, now it is turning purple. I feel good.

10, as I am talking to someone I like talking to.

-1

Not feeling too bad, but could be much better.