scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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-11 good god, I feel terrible today...I have an urge to go back to bed and try again tomorrow, even if I did I'd just feel even more lethargic on top of it all when I get up after a couple hours because I cannot sleep through an entire day.

-11 still......didn't think i was going to go to a PTSD forum and get told PTSD doesn't exist. hence the reason I went to a specific PTSD forum on a site in the first place.

-6. It happens yet again. Someone with whom I'm convinced is a friend, just ignores me, seemingly not wanting anything to do with me, after I just say 'hi, how are you?'.

Again, I'm not sure what I have done wrong this time. I guess it's my fault for trying.

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-4. I'm in quite serious pain. Frack. Frack. Frack.

-5

I started a bad fight with my gf last night, because she has been too busy for me...for a while now...and I thought she should know how I feel about it. Didn't go as planned. I probably should make myself apologize this morning if I can muster up the sincerity. Dammit.

-10 So much for trying to get a decent amount of sleep...or any relaxation from the sleep.

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Throughout the night, the weather has been disgustingly hot. It gave me a headache, and I couldn't sleep until well after sunrise. I thought there'd finally be a thunderstorm to make it a bit cooler, but the headache had persisted and the thunderstorm hasn't happened yet. The clouds are light gray, and looking at them hurts my eyes. On top of that, a 1990s game I want to install doesn't run on my regular computer, so I might have to install Windows 98 as a secondary operating system on my laptop in order to play it. The game seems like it's worth it, though.

+4. I'm in less pain, and I have a very, very wonderful partner.

-40 well that was the 20th post I've deleted

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Better than I was earlier, all I want to do is take a walk off a tall building though. Maybe eventually I'll work up the nerve.

Well it was either not sleep till early in the morning because the monthly cramps hurt too much......or take a third tylenol+asprin+64 mg of caffeine combination over the counter thing on top of the energy drink I've been drinking today that has around 240 mg of caffeine I still haven't finished that though, so not being able to sleep because of the caffeine.

+5 right now.. feel good that I wrote bout my worry and probs
just went to see horse I care for and the thing was not the usual cheerful mood.
So took time and gave it room to express displeaseure.. nasty but worked.. some of the leather ruined now but can easy fix that.
And horse mood was good at the end.. made me happy also.

-5. My back is killing me.

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