scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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-1

I failed one out of two courses last semester, and I'm doing poorly in my only course this semester. Commiserating through failure!


-6, can't get any classes at multiple colleges and my job applications continue to disappear into the void reserved for entry level aspies with no skills or experience.
Who wants to vote on my method of suicide?

-10, terrible and I fail at life...just kind of hitting me that I'm pretty much screwed if I can't get on SSI. Getting fed up with my mom and her boyfriends crap even though I am hardly at her house to even deal with it. I'd rather be committed to a psych ward than spend most of my time there...if I spent most my time there I probably already would have ended up in one.

+5
I'm sad that I'm not doing as well as I would like to be in school, so minus five for that.
Plus five for almost making it through my first quarter. I never thought I'd ever see the day.

-2

-1

Rather tired.

-5, not quite so anxious and down on myself, but not too great either. I kind of have a caffine high because I've gone with pretty much no caffeine for like 3 days and and was getting caffeine withdrawl headaches so I figured I'd get a powerful energy drink, so that is kind of nice.

-7, depressed. Listened to someone's post (with text-to-speech, having a bad reading day) which helped a little, though. I wish I were a stone or water or a tree; something that doesn't have these awful, worthless emotions.

-5, I have to go inquire about mental health services in my area today...I would kind of rather go back to bed, and maybe just not wake up.

0

It'll either be about -9 or +9 tomorrow.

-3 depressed. Nothing much in reality has changed recently except for meds so it's probably that. Or, who knows. Ugh, stupid brain.

-9
Forbade from spending a week with my boyfriend. I can see my parents' point of view, but he really is the only person I feel any close emotional connection with. Just being able to hug him once in person will help more then ten dozen psychiatry sessions.

-4

Need sleep, but I can't sleep. Last night, I had a nasty case of hiccups. It hurt quite a lot. The pain went away quickly, but the muscles near my stomach are still a bit jumpy, and my lungs don't seem to like that.

-15....

0, -1, -2, -3, -4, -5... Need I go on?

-5 oh no, not the feeling of impending doom again, maybe hiding under a blanket in the corner is not such a bad idea after all.