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01 Jul 2012, 9:23 am

8 after reading some articles I thought about the fact that we who are different are like a different walking work of Art.
A different and unusual style of Art may come under criticism and sometimes silly comments about it, but hey it's not inferior - often it leads to exciting and new directions. :) Every human is a walking work of Art, those who are different are different works of Art. :) I like this perspective.

Enjoy life. *Hugs everyone compassionately and supportively*


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01 Jul 2012, 4:04 pm

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Got pulled over by the police for driving through a "no vehicles except taxis" street last night. The street looked like an ordinary street with room for two cars, two sidewalks and a pedestrian crossing, but the sign was barely visible. I've done a lot of sh!t I actually deserve to be punished for (that would land me in jail if I'd gotten caught), but I sure as hell don't deserve a 850$ fine for last night. People drive through this street all the time when there are no cops around.



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01 Jul 2012, 4:47 pm

3. Stomachache.


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01 Jul 2012, 8:20 pm

+1 but isolation is taking its toll a little.


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01 Jul 2012, 11:51 pm

-8. Dealing with a friend's issues has me exhausted, anxious and panicking.


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01 Jul 2012, 11:51 pm

NeueZiel wrote:
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Had the mother of all melt downs, packed my bags and at around 7 am I walked all the way through the countryside to where the highway started and went all the way to my grandmother's retirement home. I packed a knife for protection. It was only 3.5 miles but I was terrified my parents or sister would drive up to catch me so I frequently ducked into bushes while hearing a car coming. It was almost fun.

I finally arrived at the nursing home and greeted grandma after she finished breakfast. We talked and I told her some things and we played several games of checkers then sat on the porch. She called my parents who apparently were never once aware that I "ran away". No one really cared very much at the house. Mom finally did come to pick me up, since grandmother refused to let me walk back home in the 107 degree weather. I talked angrily with mom and shared a lot of things that have come to fruition in my head, what I thought were paranoid dreams were reality. I cannot share them but the end for me is coming soon. My meds no longer help me, they use to cheer me up and make me happy but now I am still sad and they just make me less violent. Well I didn't take them today and am done.

Truth be told, I will not be posting here much longer I think. My end is coming and I'm finding peace with that. I keep my trusty knife close to me and have blocked up my door. I made several confessions to my mother after informing her of my intuition and am well aware that everyone will turn against me in the end. I came in preaching the truth to my sister, knife in hand, as I stepped into the threshold of our house and managed to scare off both her and the boyfriend. They are gone. For how long I can't say.

I am not going to kill myself, this is no suicide message, but I have seen my death and it is a fact. I will be destroyed but I will fight to the end with my weak, meek body. I may do no harm but I will fight and I will rend and tear all those who try to hurt me. I will be overwhelmed and killed however.

Goodbye everyone.


Bye :/
Good luck to you, as empty as that sounds



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02 Jul 2012, 4:09 pm

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Through with this. I'm feeling ill, I had to talk to strangers about concepts they understood but I didn't for two hours straight without so much as a drink while I had a sore throat, and tonight I was dragged along to my little sister's graduation. I have two more days of talking waiting for me, after which I'll hopefully be a bit more relaxed and a bit less aggressive, but probably not.



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02 Jul 2012, 7:41 pm

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Completely neutral.
Was down all day, but now I've found this website and I'm doing much, much better.



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02 Jul 2012, 9:27 pm

-2 Sill down but able to function.



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02 Jul 2012, 11:53 pm

weird



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03 Jul 2012, 12:07 am

+7 I'm in a good mood. It's summer and I'm stress free.



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03 Jul 2012, 5:07 pm

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:? :shrug: 'sigh' Some people I know on a personal level are just blind and stupid. They just are.



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05 Jul 2012, 11:37 am

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Nothing remarkable.


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05 Jul 2012, 12:18 pm

50,000....... haha. :(

-10 :(

Why can't things just become easy, just for once..... just one, single time. Just this time. I will never wish for anything, ever again, if it does.


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05 Jul 2012, 11:17 pm

-4. Feeling kind of worthless.


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06 Jul 2012, 4:28 am

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Woke up at 3:40, had a scratchy throat but I got up and went to the track and ran 4 miles. Got home, took my vitamins, cooked myself some breakfast (broccoli and chicken) but I had the hardest time eating it. I was mainly forcing myself to eat for the sake of getting the nutrients, since chicken and olive oil (which I cook my veggies in) is where I get omega 6 balance from. Now my throat feels worse and I was planning on washing my hair but I feel really weak and sick. I hope I'm not coming down with the flu :(.