scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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-1 eeh
I think its time to change that!!
0 neutral but going up I feel a upswing kicking in.

-2
My sister is being horrible, my mother is in an awful mood, arguing for everything with me and my father. My Laptop overheats so I can't play any games, must change the fan.
Would be -5 if I wasn't with my uncle.

-10 Today might be my last day on this planet. I am totally and absolutely demoralised and see nothing worth living for any more. I earn a meagre living from selling shareware software on my website that I've written myself. I've been writing professional software for thirty years, mainly for large corporations until the last few years when I've been working from home, self-employed. Recently McAfee "Site Advisor" flagged my website as "malicious" and didn't even tell me - one of my customers told me. I contacted McAfee and they acknowledged they had made a mistake and changed my sites rating to "Minimal risk" but would not give me an explanation for their error nor an apology. Today I've heard from another customer that their McAfee anti-virus software warned them not to download and install my software because it might damage their computer. McAfee have screwed up again and I feel like an ant trying to fight a blind and incompetent elephant. It is getting too much for me. I don't have any fight left. I have worked so hard for many years writing software that is used world-wide in thousands of homes, businesses and even governments, building up the good reputation of my software and site - then McAfee screw up I'm just collateral damage - an ant crushed under their incompetent feet. If I stop posting on this site you will know why. I'm at rock bottom.

-10, awful mood engaged.

TallyMan Hope they can get It fixed quickly. I have no patience for that type of b.s.

+2 feel much more alive lately

-4. I wants kitty katz to come home

Hope she comes home for you.

How'd she get out?

I have no definite idea. She must have stealthily escaped from the garage as I was getting the car out to go to town this arvy. I always lock the interior access/sliding cavity door so she can't escape via the garage when I'm trying to leave (and also so she's not in there when I come home. Yes she can open sliding cavity doors), and I always look under the car to make sure she's not already in there. I guess I didn't look hard enough

There's a busy road out there too with lots of hoons going up and down it sometimes.

Naughty Kitty. (Not your fault in missing her being sneaky. Cats are fast when they want to be.)

Hope she's alright.

-6.

-9

I think today should be the day i die

Very far to the negative, but I'm actually relieved about it. The past few weeks or so, I'd just been feeling numb and in shock. At least now maybe this means I can work through some things I need to work through ...

I can't imagine your kids would be better off without you and really believe your thinking is clouded because you're upset. Take an aspirin or an ibprofen. (I'm serious; there have been peer-reviewed studies that have shown that helps when someone is in emotional pain). And, if it helps, please start a thread and keep talking. We're here to listen.

I admitted myself to hospital.