Just gonna write a few things I could /never/ say to the person and need to get out, as some form of release.
Dear Beowulf,
I still miss you sometimes, and I do wish you'd contact me as a friend. I'm not sure I still view you romantically but I still miss all those conversations. I know I'll get over you, though, and I need to let go of always wondering if you're okay. I just don't see what your problem is, I've tried my hardest, and it's the thought that I could try harder, that stops me from letting you go in my mind. I think that's all I want to say.
-Annie.
Dear Austin,
Ever since a few nights ago when that whole incident happened, I've started viewing you as more than a best friend as it's creeping me out, I never thought that would happen with you. I now hang on your every word and want you to be more than my friend. I know what your attitudes to sex are, that sex is just sex, and mine aren't the same, and we both know what because we're both open. Some part of me hopes you're saying it's 'just sex' because you're always scared of your romantic feelings for others or just don't want to tell me. I'd never tell you this because I don't want you to think I'm stupid so I'm pretending like, for me, it's just sex too, but I love you as more than a friend, and I wish you'd be mine.
-Annie.