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YellowBanana
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31 Aug 2012, 2:30 am

-10

It's all in my "feeling really bad" thread so I won't repeat it here. Needless to say I did not sleep well despite my efforts and things do not look brighter this morning. Don't want to go to the GP. Want to take an overdose and skip the day instead (and possibly die in the process).


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31 Aug 2012, 12:24 pm

+5
I've generally been feeling amazing lately, I don't even know why. I've got a new gaming computer built that I"ve been saving up for all summer. :D
I'm putting it together I can't wait till I can play some awesome pc games.


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31 Aug 2012, 3:18 pm

-5 frightened



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31 Aug 2012, 5:39 pm

-2 unappetizing



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31 Aug 2012, 8:00 pm

-6


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31 Aug 2012, 9:35 pm

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I don't know why I'm even telling random strangers about it. Does anyone really read through these and care how anyone else is feeling? There's no point to anything, there's no end goal, why are we bothering with this empty emotional legitimization stuff rather than just calling it quits a little early?



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31 Aug 2012, 11:14 pm

-6 Tired, cranky and I come home to the email that my ex-wife is once again preventing access to the kids! She's preventing the single 2-hour weekly visit that's court-ordered!

The anger is subsiding into a sick fatigue.



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01 Sep 2012, 1:53 am

-7. Feels like there's no way forward to things being ok. Can't do anything let alone the right thing.



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01 Sep 2012, 2:56 am

Mother board was fried, so I have to order a new one. it wasn't a very good mother board but I was just waiting later to upgrade it.
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what happens when I try to move my computer parts into another case. :(


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01 Sep 2012, 6:08 am

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01 Sep 2012, 7:15 am

Underscore wrote:
I'm sailing above 0


Drowned.

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01 Sep 2012, 7:19 am

-8.



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01 Sep 2012, 10:51 am

+8 at the moment. And that's not for any reason, I'm just eternally happy.



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01 Sep 2012, 12:58 pm

-10. I am currently going through one of those happy little episodes of "regretting every bad thing about myself that I usually try to bury". You know, the usual; things that have bothered me for at least 10 years, but that I have managed to mostly ignore until now.

After a little research on shutdowns, I think I have actually been in a shutdown for the majority of the last five years or so. It looks like I am going to need a lot more than a simple diagnosis when I finally have the money and time to seek professional help.


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01 Sep 2012, 4:09 pm

Dent wrote:
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I don't know why I'm even telling random strangers about it. Does anyone really read through these and care how anyone else is feeling? There's no point to anything, there's no end goal, why are we bothering with this empty emotional legitimization stuff rather than just calling it quits a little early?

I've read through many many pages, countless posts, I care.

In any case, I feel fairly depressed and lonely, I guess. And a somewhat emotional period so er I'll keep this brief. Number unknown.


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01 Sep 2012, 4:16 pm

+2, meh I feel ok for the time being...and energetic because I ingested a lot of caffeine....now I am debating whether I should just walk about 40 blocks to meet my brother, or if I should take the overpriced bus.


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