scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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I can't even give you an exact number. I'm way past -10 right now.

0 Dans la vie, nous devons tous les façons avancer ou mourir. C'est juste la façon dont il s'agit.

+2. im okay... slept like trash last night but meh

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right now i feel like im at an 8.

life can be hard sometimes, and it's okay to feel down sometimes. but just remember having AS can be hard sometimes but the challenges we deal with will benefit us and make us stronger in the end.

Bien que mort entraînera inévitablement la vie aller de l'avant.

-??? (I just know it's way lower than 10)

+5
I went to my friends house and got the computer he was selilng to me. he let me try it out for tonight. I hope its as awesome I he told me it was. I'm going to be playing dark souls on it. hopefully it will run more smoothly.
I can't wait till I can start playing!
-4
he forgot the password and I need a reboot cd now.

Higher than zero. Maybe even higher than five. I am not in shutdown mode anymore, which is a good thing (I would hate to go to work tomorrow feeling as bad as I was yesterday). However, I will probably feel bad again by the next weekend, since my weekends are depressingly boring.

I know it might not seem like it, but I was so bad earlier that my mind drifted to that dark place just before suicide. I still feel that way. So about a negative 50 or so.

-2

0. *Sigh* Nope......still not in a friendly mood yet

-5 De la vie et de la mort qu'ils ne peuvent pas être sans l'autre, ou du moins pas de sens avec les autres.

-8

I've been so f*****g pissed lately. Just about everything makes me flip on people. If s**t keeps going on like this I think I'm gonna have to seek help. Normally I could control myself a lot better and not cause such a scene, but since people are that f*****g stupid and arrogant I get pushed over the edge and go apeshit. f*****g die, all of you.

-10.......sounded like my mom and her boyfriend were getting in an argument, I hope they don't because I'm still exausted from the last time. Last time I ended up almost breaking a door with my elbow(theres a little dent in it)....then I left for like 3 days, drank a crap load and managed to punch myself in the head due ptsd/anxiety symptoms or something being triggered. Anyways I kinda just feel like crap...and could easily end up in the psych ward should they decide to argue.

I will do my best to either leave(but I am so physically exuasted and sore) and/or ignore it....