scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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to both puddingmouse and MrMajorMajor and everyone else may your numerical number rise on the positive scale.. I'm currently at +1

-5

-3. I've been feeling sluggish for the past 24 hours. I haven't been able to focus as easily so I've been constantly misreading things and it was embarrassing last night.

-9 lack of sleep slowly killing me.

+1

Right now I'm doing pretty well. Optimistically, I'd put myself at an eight. I'm going to try and stay there for the rest of today.

+3 recharged.

+1

-10 hide the razors and guns

-3. Feels like there's something wrong with every area of my life (except family I suppose, that one's ok).

5

-8 not -10 for a good reason. Yesterday surprised me with my art. I got a check in the mail for some money, and sold in 2 other places. I got about $100 for all this. BUT BUT BUT the big thing is that a few days ago dad dislocated his hip, his new hip that was replaced. Go with the doctors and they said, the new ones don't do that anymore its a thing of the past. Then we are continuing to have a massive water leak and the handyman is trying to find it for cheap instead of an expensive plumber. We have tried many plumbers anyways and they couldn't find it. We tried a locator company and they didn't find it. No but its there because our water bill used to be below $50 and now its near $400 a MONTH. Remember a while ago I was praying that we wouldn't have to pay my brother's student loans? Well my parents are paying for it along with his insurance (soon we have to see if he can get it under disability but no one sees my brother is disabled) his car insurance as well we are paying for and also his gas and finally his business incubator cost. My mom has bronchitis. If not treated soon will get pneumonia. I have also been wandering away from home under a trance. This is when I am under the control from a source. Won't get into that here. My mom will end up needing back surgery in this year or next and 100% of the time it got seriously infected where they had to keep her in the hospital and redo the back surgery. I am very anxious and depressed.

Stopped meds again. Was reading a thread today, and stopped myself from making a pedantic reply

+1

+5 productive day

+1. I've been feeling quite sad for most of this week because of the way some people who are close to me have been treated by ignorant jerks, including today. I'm feeling better now, but still a little bit down. I know I need to stay strong. Perhaps someday we will change the world, because what makes me sad is the ignorance and disrespect toward human differences that still clouds our society.

-3