scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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-5

been in hospitl goin on a month now frm a kidney infectin taht has evntualy led to a transplnt due to circumstnces concernin chemo. the hospitl staff dosnt realy seem equiped to handle my sensry issues thuogh and for oen reason or naothr have been havin repeatd meltdowns. That an th infectionn sems mostly under control now and tranplant recovering from ok, bt jus in general miserble and despondant. Would haev been -10 if ws stil in midle of the fever and halucinations or the period wht repeatd meltdowns.

+ 2.5
Would be higher, but I have a job interview tomorrow and I'm scared I might not get the job. I can't face unemployment; what will my friends say?

-10 Its probably all in my head but I feel like its been ages since I actually had an interaction on this site. Aside from that I probably have to go to the psych ward again, I guess I will talk to the therapist first but not sure how I can go on any longer how I am so yeah.

-3 or -4.

Just mentally suffering right now. It should pass by. Sigh, I think I need therapy.

-2. Made it long enough through the school concert to see my kid perform, then took off.

-4

Paranoid, can hardly talk, keep having nightmares, coming off anti depressants is taking its toll, did I mention paranoid? I think people think I'm s**t and useless but they're too polite to say it to my face.

-5

-10 Bad headspace today.

-3 to 1

having yet another bad mothers day weekend, but I did get a new job.

-3

My head feels like its spinning. Too much beer, too much coffee, and I need time to calm down. Just overloaded right now.

-1 Feel like I'm whistling in the wind.

-8.5

Lonely... oh gawd I'm so terribly lonely... I miss my kids... I long for the days when my wife still loved me and the boys would climb into bed with us....

I'm actually weeping as I type....

-10 sorrow pain life has grown long in the tooth

-10.

+1
Feeling a little blah, because I feel some things have been unresolved, despite starting work tomorrow

*watches sad videos on YouTube*

-4

I can't focus on anything cause I have a court hearing for disability in two days. Nerves are shot for some reason, I am afraid I am going to be denied.