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16 May 2013, 5:57 pm

0, I can't really say...not sure there is an exact word for it.


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16 May 2013, 5:59 pm

BottleCap wrote:
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Sometimes, I wish I was an alcoholic. Ok, I know that sounds stupid, because it is, but my life would be better.... for a while at least anyway.


I used to drink excessively all the time, can't say I was an alcoholic though nothing happens if I don't drink aside from I don't drink and now I limit myself to a couple beers when I 'drink'. The excessive drinking was more self destructive depression crap than any form of actual addiction.

Anyways life certainly wasn't better I just didn't care as much because I was drunk or hung over most of the time, but yeah it really doesn't make life better I don't think. But I can sort of understand feeling that way, that was another reason for my excessive drinking. Thinking perhaps things would improve if I could kill the pain and get out and socialize and make connections and concentrate on studies. Yeah it didn't exactly work that way.


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16 May 2013, 6:33 pm

Yeah! Not caring and no social anxiety are the two biggest reasons why I said I wish I was one. It also makes me feel greatvast majority of the time. Yeah, I shouldn't become one, not like I really have much of a chance at this time anyway.
And sorry to hear about that, Sweetleaf. ):



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16 May 2013, 9:22 pm

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The usual. Not sure how much longer I want to continue


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16 May 2013, 11:54 pm

-5. Life should not be this difficult.



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19 May 2013, 8:00 pm

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I can feel my life slowly tearing apart. And just when my life was looking up, too... :cry:


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19 May 2013, 8:33 pm

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thinkin of way to comit suicide. theres no point in fightin cancre to live if you dont' desrve to live, just nothing but meningless pain


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19 May 2013, 10:07 pm

WildTaltos wrote:
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thinkin of way to comit suicide. theres no point in fightin cancre to live if you dont' desrve to live, just nothing but meningless pain


So all you have to do to commit suicide is refuse treatment and let the cancer do the rest?



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19 May 2013, 11:02 pm

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WildTaltos wrote:
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thinkin of way to comit suicide. theres no point in fightin cancre to live if you dont' desrve to live, just nothing but meningless pain


So all you have to do to commit suicide is refuse treatment and let the cancer do the rest?


idea is ennd th pain now nit wait three monthhs down th lien and sufer every damn minute alng the way besids that my family isnt letting me refues tretment


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19 May 2013, 11:37 pm

-4 life is stagnant, what am I even doing? I guess existing sort of.


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19 May 2013, 11:45 pm

+4.3
Bought my popsicle, some fresh juice and muffins because I'm feeling a little bit better. Earlier I was almost suicidal.


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20 May 2013, 12:02 am

+3. Getting my footing back. :)



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20 May 2013, 3:24 pm

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I don't see why everyone I know have perfect lives and I don't?

Edit:
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Seems that no matter how hard I try, I'll never be truly happy unless something good comes my way.


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21 May 2013, 12:41 am

-7 I wanted to hit/bite/cry but Stephen Colbert made it a little better. I'm a decent, worthwhile person who really needs a good night's sleep.



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21 May 2013, 4:49 am

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I thought I had my depression under control but it takes so little to remind me that it is still lurking around the corner. It is so hard to communicate sometimes. I keep misunderstanding people. Feeling so isolated.



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21 May 2013, 8:08 pm

+7
A lot better than I have been feeling these past couple days.


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