scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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Stupid migraines.

-3

-1
I do not know how I feel exactly, so I am guessing.

Double post

+7
Was a little less than that yesterday, because I didn't want to go to my aunt's party today. Got most of my mind off of it, though.

+6 just because of beer! XD
Ok, not only because of beer, but it's really making this night better.

-3

Sick of people thinking I'm odd and a potential crazy person just because I like firearms and collect them.

God, it's a hobby.

+3, Cried a little

-3

i'm so tired of psychological games. why in the f*** can't people just be genuine? i don't get it.

-5 at the moment...

-5 today sucked, got upset today because of something it turns out I probably just misunderstood, laid in bed for a long time then thought it would be nice to go get something good to eat and drink since I finally got EBT so I went to the store spent an hour looking for a few things only to find out my stupid pin wasn't set up when I went to buy it.

I should quit hoping for even small things to work out nicely.

-2

Slept in after having a night of not being able to sleep which has not happened in awhile.

Delayed work until the last minute, stressed over getting packages boxed and labeled on time, post office was closed due to holiday.

Went into a self induced weed coma to pass time. Tried communicating on this site but just feel more alone and pointless than ever.

-10. Extremely pissed off.
I might lose my job because some other workers don't like me and made up a bullsh*t reason to complain to my boss to try to get me fired. They don't even work in the same department and they barely have to talk to me. I don't care if they don't like me but for them to try to get me fired because of it is just wrong.

-9. A few days ago the nurse at the health clinic asked how my depression was doing. I told her fine. BS! I'm in one of my lowest periods possible. It got so bad these past few days that I've been seriously thinking about relapsing. Just the thought of me roaming the streets gives me shivers. I definitely don't want to go back to that but I feel so...weak.

-10
Can't wait to see my friends tomorrow and on Thursday. Everything is s**t.

+2.222 Just starting to feel like talking to everyone and blabbing on about everything. I like it better than being anxious and trying to hide things or be indirect.