Joined: 9 Oct 2013 Age: 36 Gender: Male Posts: 125 Location: Fredericton, NB/Halifax, NS
26 Oct 2013, 8:49 pm
About a 3 or 4. I was super suicidal for the past 7-10 days and today's been a major improvement. But I still have a ton of school work to do and the pressure is making me anxious. Sitting here drinking beer isn't helping (though it kind of is!).
+1. Lonely, wishful, yearning, thankful, restless, content, apprehensive, dull, sad, sharp, sleepy, angry, lost, cozy,indulged. A whirlwind in my mind tonight, but still treading water...
Nothing is turning out the way I want it to anymore. I am no longer becoming as good at my hobbies as I used to, and my family doesn't trust me as much anymore.
-2 Tonight. I'm hoping it's just a small funk, but I just feel overwhelmed and depressed lately. The fact that I get so easily sidelined by minor bumps really p!$$es me off sometimes. I'm hungry for normality, which feels foreign and scary.