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05 Dec 2013, 5:02 pm

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05 Dec 2013, 5:20 pm

A 5. Did some great work today, but RIP Nelson Mandela. You truly are a hero.

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05 Dec 2013, 8:17 pm

+5. Worried about next month, but confident we'll tackle it okay. Thankful for my family.

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06 Dec 2013, 5:00 pm

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06 Dec 2013, 5:26 pm

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0.

I'm sick and tired of all of it.

I'm not sad, I'm not happy. I'm not scared. I'm just sick and tired of all of it.

Off to the therapist to learn how to replace negative thoughts with positive ones...

...and wondering how to bring up "When does this turn into denial and self-deception??" without my husband accusing me of misdirecting or derailing the conversation.

Because, frankly, what they want is a smiling woman, a compliant mother, and a smoothly running house.

They don't give a sh** if I'm happy-- they just want to think I'm happy.

They don't care where the road goes-- they just want it to go smoothly and efficiently.

They don't care what I see or think or feel-- they just want to feel like they do, and be able to tell themselves that they do, without having to actually think about it or listen to it for more than 10 minutes at a time (or deal with anything that can't be easily resolved in a 10-minute paternalistic conversation that ends with my saying something to the effect of, "I see. Thank you for setting me straight."

I'm fed up. If I had any concrete complaint or thought I could either care for these kids on my own or give them up without being haunted, I'd walk away.

Woman, write a book please. Because it will be a best seller, you will have your own money to run away with if you so wished and 90% of clueless women out there will finally be told the truth about love and marriage and motherhood.

I keep reading your posts and crying..I wish I could do something to make it better, but..this is the life you chose. I hope you find the way to enjoy it.

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07 Dec 2013, 3:35 am

+4. I feel alright, but I'm trying not to let that traffic ticket get to me.

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07 Dec 2013, 4:08 am

equestriatola wrote:

+4. I feel alright, but I'm trying not to let that traffic ticket get to me.

I got a ticket today also talk about bad timing. 6

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07 Dec 2013, 8:10 am

6. Managed to keep calm after a shambles of a day yesterday. Glad to see I'm learning to cope and prevent my meltdowns being catastrophic.

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07 Dec 2013, 11:14 am

+2

I'm okay. I'm a good person.

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07 Dec 2013, 3:52 pm

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equestriatola wrote:

+4. I feel alright, but I'm trying not to let that traffic ticket get to me.

I got a ticket today also talk about bad timing. 6

Guess that makes two of us. I'm now a +6, I've put the damn thing behind me now.

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07 Dec 2013, 8:08 pm

+ 1 Not too bad for the time being, kinda bored though because its been ridiculously cold all week so I haven't been out of the house at all except to step outside and smoke....luckily next week it will warm back up to the 30's and 40's instead of 0 and below.

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08 Dec 2013, 12:10 am

-7. Got all desperate on my ex of a year (who I never talked to since our breakup). I have been so lonely with no friends and no one even slightly interested in me. He basically rejected me so now I'm not just lonely but I'm also miserable of my own doing. I don't have one single person I can even talk to so I go to the internet. I'm tired of being me and having this stupid disorder that makes people a mystery when I just want someone to feel connected to.

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08 Dec 2013, 1:44 am

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angry, but things could be worse, so its not that bad, a little f*****g bored, but just reading threads, and a little bored. :roll:
0 well I'm f*****g done, I think I'm just going to rage quit this game, and not play it anymore. there's no point, I can't f*****g win it regardless of what I f*****g do.

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09 Dec 2013, 6:05 am

7. Drifting along fine

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09 Dec 2013, 11:52 am

-3. It's kinda weird because I have the feeling of happiness but I can't stop participating in self-destructive behavior that is going to makes me despair by the time I get home probably. Yet, I've already screwed things up so badly in 3 days it feels like I can't correct myself. I know I shouldn't do what I'm doing but I can't stop.

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09 Dec 2013, 12:12 pm

4. I'm really tired.

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