scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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A good +4. I am finished with all Christmas shopping now.

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+1 Hectic, but staying on top of things pretty well. Having more structured days is a relief.

+6. Haircut will be soon, and I feel happy.

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+5

I've had a good Christmas. I'm so grateful to the people I have in my life. All my friends and close family and even people online.

0.

Gave the kids a good Christmas. Only two or three more days visiting my MIL.

I will never be the person they want/need. I don't want to be.

I don't understand how I could have ever been so stupid.

7

-5

Sick to the living death of my husband and mother-in-law and watching every moment to make sure I act the way I need to to keep them off my back.

Sick of listening to "Aspie" and "depression" being used to dismiss everything I say that they don't want to hear.

Sick of watching her heap "You are JUST SO CUTE!" on the girls, while snapping at the boy. Sick of listening to him yell. Other than the oldest and the baby, all he says to those kids (especially the boy) is YELL.

SICK OF IT.

Sometime next week, we'll have a diagnosis on DS6. At which point, he will cease a little bit more to be our child. We will have to give up days to school, late afternoons/evenings to therapies and transit (there won't even be time for supper-- just homework, get in the car, go to therapy, get drive thru, eat in the car, get home, have a bath, go to bed-- and no more extracurricular activities for anyone unless I can arrange rides for them either), and what autonomy we have to raising him in the way that the therapist deems best. Why?? Because I am "just a mom," and will be told again to "have a seat in the waiting room and let the professionals handle it."

I did not have this child to be no more than a cook, laundress, and chauffeur. I guess that's a parent's role nowadays, though.

I wish I had known that. I would not have had children.

+7; I am feeling happy and optimistic heading into 2014.

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Feel free to talk to me, if you wish.

Every day is a gift- cherish it!

"A true, true friend helps a friend in need."

5. But my fives feel like minus fives.

I try and put myself out there, and then I try to sit back. Neither does me any good, or get me anywhere.

My job hunting and putting myself out there to find love seem to run concurrent with each other.

I still continue to exist with neither, but both would genuinely help.

-5. Why do I even f---ing bother?

0. The world might as well swallow me whole at this rate, but too many people will "supposedly" miss my absence, nevermind never acknowledging it in the first place.

-10. 2013 was the worst. Was hoping that 2014 would be a lot better, but already has it gone severely downhill. I want to be dead.

-3

Broke up with my girlfriend on Thursday, but starting to recover. Entirely faithful that we'll get back together given time, and working to get published so we'll have a source of income when we get back together.

I am worried, but I'm confident things will turn out alright.

+6; I could not be more happier.

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Feel free to talk to me, if you wish.

Every day is a gift- cherish it!

"A true, true friend helps a friend in need."

-6. Being mentally ill since childhood ain't fun.