scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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I don't know if I'm any good at playing the cards I've been dealt in life. I know there's only so much I can do with them. I feel trapped by what I've got. I feel trapped by my past.

There are things I can do from my current position which are both bold and sensible. I haven't always played this way and I'm scared that there are hidden (and unhidden) weaknesses that will hold me back because of my past actions. I have deep-seated fear and loathing that I can't cleanse.

I'd like to grab the future and make it according to my dreams but I feel like I have karmic baggage in these sense of karma being cause and effect. I want to write something funny and interesting, like this comedy I want to work on, but I feel like I'm getting in my own way.

^ i find the more cringe worthy the situation the more i relate and laugh when it comes to comedy. good luck

About a 4. Been feeling good, about an average lately. Not dwelling on negative thoughts, will begin getting active again to really keep my mood elevated.

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The weather is awful. I haven't seen the sun for weeks. I haven't spoken to any of my friends for over a month. It all makes me so depressed that my health is getting worse.

-100. i want to die. i should die. if i don't come back tomorrow that is the reason.

bye all

i find that sometimes posting and venting in the haven is a good way to remind yourself your not alone and to write down your thoughts sometimes helps to cope please take care

+1. Mixed feelings of sadness and joy. i went out today and i realised how much of the world i miss and never get to see. it made me jealous of those who don't live with the fear i live with. having people treat me like i am just another human being, made me feel a lot better, but it never lasts. i'll feel like a freak again quite shortly, i'm sure. it's just the uncertainty that drives me crazy.

-2.

This is the first time I've been out of bed - let alone out of the house - for more than an hour or so since New Year's. True to depression, there's really nothing wrong. I don't get the dignity of having an actual problem to feel bad about.

But here I am, having a hot drink and trying to get at least a little bit done. Maybe I'll clean when I get home.

-1

I f***ing hate winter. It is cold and depressing. End it already!

+6. Even though it is winter, it sure doesn't feel like it out here in western Washington state, and I'm the happiest I've been in a while.

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I have something on my mind that can't be resolved until the weekend. I hate waiting like this but I know when it's the best thing to do.

+6. Despite my breakup, I feel more EMBOLDENED than heartbroken. To quote Casey Kasem: "Keep your feet on the ground and keep reaching for the stars."

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Feel free to talk to me, if you wish.

Every day is a gift- cherish it!

"A true, true friend helps a friend in need."

-5. I feel so lonely and uncertain. Most people have a life except me.