scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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-7
My dream got stepped on.

+6, I randomly remembered I am now a freaking coordinator, wooooooooooooooooo

-3. Am I old and fading away yet? Hurry up life.

-7
miserable

+7. Things are pretty good, but I wish people would stop bothering me when I want to be alone.

-3

Got into a stupid argument with my mom today. Plus, my cell phone is not working.

-1, bored.

+7; I feel alright. Just antsy about Sunday's NFC Championship game.

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a -3

+1, life must change soon and I will find a way to do that....at least that is my thought at the moment, but I fail at life so whatever will I do.

-9 i am sick of everything

Meh 0, I feel like an idiot I just spent 20 minutes trying to get my vinyl player to work....and all I had to do was pull the needle thing to the right till it clicks. I feel stupid because I figured that out the last time the damn thing wouldn't turn. Also I wonder if that stupid bill that is supposed to ruin the internet went through because my internet has been rather slow...but maybe my computer just has some problem.

+7: It's a fairly nice day out. I went for a quiet walk this morning which was nice.

My guitar practice has been rather enjoyable as well. I've been working on Paganini's caprice no. 24 (Found a DVD lesson transcribing it for electric guitar), and now have the main theme, and variation one down through practicing on top of my normal studies through this last week. I just added variation two today, and am picking it up rather quickly... though my hand muscles are starting to go jellied and sore from the lively finger acrobatics of it all, so I'm having to take breaks to not risk straining something in my fretting hand, which is the only reason 3 points from 10 were taken away since I wish I didn't have to take rest breaks and could keep playing non-stop.

I'm also pleased that I'll be moving to Washington state and escaping my current dead end town in approximately ten weeks. I plan to leave for the Spokane area at the beginning of April, unless I notice somewhere more optimal in the meantime. The excitement has been emphasized dramatically since my nearest neighbors that share a wall have started to have frequent late night... noisy drunken guests, which has increased my difficulty in finding appropriate peace and rest.

Oh, and on my way home from my walk, an adorable large eyed kitten was sitting near my doorstep nyan-ing at me. That was probably the best part of today. I couldn't let it in though, even though it tried to motion it's way inside, as it's the loud neighbors' cat and all. Can't blame the poor thing for trying >_>

-2 I guess. Apparently I was online dating with someone and had no idea. I mean I knew how I felt for them I just didn't know it was happening because they were trying to decide who to love. And he was in flesh but with my personality and mind I almost had her. I messed up some important competing challenges because I didn't know she was single and didn't know we were competing yet. And because I didn't know about the fact that she was stuck in my friendzone part of my brain. When a girl isn't single I don't pursue, ever. She gave me a chance and made him wait, I did good, I didn't win but I did good.

-7 I hate being cursed with this awful power. Last year I predicted that the company that my dad works for will have layoffs. I told my dad this, of course crying my brains out. That is, if I had any brains to begin with. I am the Great Prognosticator. HATE THIS POWER. I said, "Dad next year (2014) expect massive layoffs at Intel and other related computer companies." Now, when I told him, actually several times, no one on the news sites were even giving any hint of layoffs. But I knew. A few days ago, Intel announced that there will be laying off 5% of its workforce this year. With my predicting skills, I know it will be expanded once they do much worse than expected in one of their quarterly reports later this year. To at least 10%. My dad just had surgery as well, and is not eating anything. We also have to spend thousands of dollars to repair this house because we are moving. Also stressful. I have been right for 14 years about Intel. After the bubble in 2000, I told my dad that it will NEVER see a recovery like the "Good old days." 14 years later, here we are, with no recovery in sight (for Intel and related computer companies). In fact I see another bubble (in general). The Dow is going to hit 17000-18000 and then CRASH. That will happen either at the end of this year or early next year. I am absolutely terrified beyond belief that my dad will be laid off. He is at retirement age, and as people know, companies go after these people first as a general rule. Knowing everything is a curse, influencing everything is a curse. I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy. It is a burden. It represents darkness. I see Hell for my family this year. I know everything about that. That is all for now.

Feeling a zero. Just started taking Cymbalta ten days ago and it's already lifted my base mood from a -2. Zero is fricking awesome feeling. And as happy as I ever get.