scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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-10, feels like I am falling into a deep pit of depression all the sudden.....probably has something to do with being rather stressed/overwhelmed. I am pretty tired to since I didn't sleep last night and just slept for around 3 hours this morning...so maybe I will feel a bit better after I get some sleep.

-4 (& probably on the way down a bit further)

I'm feeling misunderstood, disappointed, hurt & upset. I feel like some things I've said have been taken completely the wrong way, & like I'm shutting down & feeling like distancing myself as a result.

I feel torn between trying to sort things out & not bothering. I'm tired of being misunderstood, being the one who has to explain & try to make things better, & because I'm not sure my so called (close) friend really gives a s**t about me right now/anymore I'm not sure it's even worth trying to sort things out. But I have so few friends that I am scared of losing the ones I have, I know how hard it is for me to make friends, find people I like & trust, & who like me & don't find me weird/intimidating/difficult/too geeky, obsessive, etc etc.

I'm sick of their communication with me which often (at the moment) seems like they are very cool towards me, impersonal, like they feel superior & are talking down to me, being snarky, caring more about being liked/active socially & within groups than putting time & effort into our friendship.

I'm annoyed with myself for feeling I should put up with this BS to hang onto a friendship, & worn down & frustrated that I'm going through this crap yet again.

-2, I feel like getting high...on something legal that would likely make it +1 for a bit.

6.3 positive, despite the bad weather in my area right now.

-4 or -3 I just feel like crap at home. I made a topic about this in this forum. I'm needing some help.

-3. Had an ok day, but a not so ok last few hours.

-5, Great my mom and her boyfriend are at it again....I really hope it doesn't last because I am already stressed and considering whether or not I might need another trip to the psych ward, but I'd like to make it to my hearing in 4 days first since I really would rather not have to then try to reschedule and bla bla bla.

0 for the rest of my life, probably. For better or for worse!

5
I am happy at the moment but also tired. I hope I will have a good sleep tonight.

or something to that effect.

0. just a bit tired.

-2
suppose negative two, close enough. Spent too much time talking yesterday. Glad to have earphones playing music and white noise today. Done with verbalizing or listening to words and especially done hearing someone loudly exclaiming with their friends. Being startled twenty times in a row sucks.

Dammit I can't post it...if you wanna know kind of how I feel look up When Rain is Black by The Deep.

Oh what's even the point -5, yay. It was more at a -1 but now that I know I am an idiot for trying to give people helpful advice it went back to -5 if not worse.