scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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-7 can't sleep again

1 better thanks to help of my bike, and someone who cares.

-7 feel like I can't really remember things quite right, or at least I can be biased. Still not feeling right, or happy.

+3

Finally slept last night..thank you klonopin... awkward aspie hugs to all those in the minuses

+10: Today has been a very lovely day.

I went to the library to print up my 30 day notice to give my landlord with my rent soon, and instead of just leaving immediately after, struck up a quick and pleasant conversation with the librarian, and decided to ask if they had music CDs since I noticed they had DVDs. She let me know that even though there was no marker above them like the DVDs, that they were nearby and then pointed to where.

I figured they'd have a bunch of boring generic music, but I cannot explain my excitement when I noticed their classical music section. I was quite happy to find a few CDs that I'd really wanted to listen to but haven't been able to purchase... A nice version of Mussorgsky: Pictures at an Exhibition, Rachmaninoff: Paganini Rhapsody, a couple of Christopher Parkening recitals, and I even found Paganini's 24 caprices done by a classical guitarist, which should help give ideas on how to go about learning them on a guitar's dynamics as all of the other recordings I own are of violin soloists.

I then asked the librarian how many CDs I could check out, and my spirit's jaw almost hit the counter when she said 50. I only grabbed five because I didn't need my brain to melt by overloading myself with exciting music >_>

On my way back to my place, the cool brisk coastal wind under the dim calming grey skies started to pick up, and the mist laced inside of it rushed at my face felt like countless loving kisses waking me up inside to joy even more so. Sounds ridiculous I'm sure... to be so happy about something so simple, but awarenessing simplicity can be quite exciting to the inner child

Now I'm planning to listen to music for the rest of the evening, and working more on learning the next variation to the piece I'm wanting to finish putting under my fingers and onto the strings of my guitar.

^^That's a lovely story Lace-Bane.

I'm glad you enjoyed your day.

I had an ok day too. Not as good as yours but it was better than I expected it to be.

I'm really tired now though.

I'd say it was a plus 5 kind of day.

-5

-2. I have a massive headache. We're getting a new couch in a few days and I agreed to pay for it with the last of my grocery money. Truth is, I hardly bought any groceries on Friday when I last went. Don't know what to tell my gram.

Thank you, I'm glad your day was nice too babybird

Update: I did learn the fingering for that variation, the music I borrowed has been very pleasant, and I made lemon pepper salmon with artichoke hearts and green beans for dinner... and it all came out perfectly. If I were a dog, I'd be expecting an unwanted visit to the vet tomorrow

7. I could be pedant and write a decimal.

The sun's deciding to stay out for longer than half an hour, so a walk through the nature reserve with my two dogs should do me the world of good. Ah, light therapy.

0. I let go of someone I was crazy about for years. I feel strange but good too. It'll take time for me to heal, of course.

-5, I feel extremely depressed for some reason today...when i woke up I thought maybe I was just really tired still, but its definitely depression, everything just seems pointless right now and I kinda want to go back to bed but if I do that I'll just have weird dreams probably.

-4. Crappy. I ruined the first part of my ASL exam because of anxiety. I also have a weird twitching in my right arm. It never happened before. Generally, I'm feeling stressed and tired.

It hasn't been a bad day, but I'm tired. I'd say it's a plus 3 for me.

I just want to sleep now, and not wake up.

-5 Not depressed enough to seriously consider killing myself. Too interested in self-preservation to consider doing something that would cause any lasting harm to myself. Its depressing.

+5

Brought home delicious, delicious groceries so I don't have to eat junk.