scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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I managed to get to sleep at a relatively normal time... at 11pm.


... then woke up two hours later. Now I'm wide awake.


Hmmmph.

-2. Struggling with some things, including a distaste with humanity. And sheer, unadulterated stubbornness.

-4, Kind of angry...I think someones trying to scam me, it claims to be a collections agency glad I haven't given them any useful information. According to what I've looked up I should ask them for the company name, address and phone number and a validation letter and say I refuse to discuss it further till I receive one and if they are fake they won't provide a letter or that information. If it is a real one though I still can't really afford to pay....so I'll still have to deal with it some way.

Uhh this just angers me, I really don't need the stress...but I have to try not to dwell on it, its already giving me a headache.

I'll give myself a point for each and every appointment I booked today.

Plus 8

And I'll give myself a point for being top booker.

So that's a big fat +9

-5. I'm incredibly sensitive, and when someone is unkind to me, it hurts my heart really bad.

-6 Will I ever have children? I really want them. I won't get there by killing myself however.

-2. More self imposed misery tonight with the last, never ending dregs of nicotine withdrawals. I forget how hard it can be. Like letting a tarantula crawl up your neck without reacting..with only breathing

-2, which is way better than usual for me.

+6 - I actually feel pretty good about myself right now.

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+2, who is really fit to judge me?

0 Misunderstood, but what else is new?

+3 Today was a decent day, not as stressful as last night but tomorrow is going be difficult maybe. but I got to go out today and tomorrow so

and -2, I should have just gone to sleep earlier when I was feeling good.

-7
They are moving me from an office by myself to a room with other people. just shoot me now. my computer battery no longer charges. i have a battery coming in the mail; i hope it solves the problem.

-5 OKC deleted my profile with no explanation .I've been on there for 6+ years and answered over 3,000 questions. I have people i only was able to talk to on there :'(

-6, the only way I can describe it is I want to off myself...but I wont....I just hope I don't continue feeling like this I don't even know why I am feeling so sh*tty.