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08 Mar 2014, 8:44 pm

-10.
If they had a "post here for every time you wish you were dead" thread, I'd probably be living there. Not that I'd ever do that, since I concluded as much in December. Myself and my life is nothing, it doesn't exist.


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08 Mar 2014, 9:08 pm

+3



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08 Mar 2014, 10:10 pm

-7


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08 Mar 2014, 10:24 pm

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09 Mar 2014, 8:36 pm

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09 Mar 2014, 10:31 pm

0. I'm so freaking nervous for my upcoming voc rehab meeting. I hope I get approved so they can help me with SSI. :?


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10 Mar 2014, 12:39 am

What even is the point, how can there be a point when one feels so horrible and can't feel anything? what is left in this state, just going through the motions and pretending to feel alright?


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10 Mar 2014, 2:24 am

-9



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10 Mar 2014, 4:43 am

3-4 today, though a bit concerned for Sweetleaf now. :S



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10 Mar 2014, 5:02 pm

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realized I kinda messed up a potentially good situation



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11 Mar 2014, 1:58 am

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I feel like I'm completely unequipped to deal with all the crap that's going on for me right now. For once it's about dealing with someone OTHER than myself, though.


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11 Mar 2014, 2:16 am

+5

That relationship quickly became smothering. We were both unusual people, but I still had to constantly tiptoe and change myself to accommodate someone else.



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11 Mar 2014, 8:24 am

-10 confirmed it

lennyk wrote:
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realized I kinda messed up a potentially good situation



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11 Mar 2014, 11:25 am

-9.8

No ambitions. Bored. Nauseated. Tired. No friends, anhedonia.

I think I just want to drink through the day just to get through the day.

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11 Mar 2014, 5:00 pm

+7: I'm tired and sore from lack of simple comforts, but it's been a good day.

I got my possessions shipped off to storage, and am now living out of a suitcase... which makes me happy in that, I know there's some exploring to soon be done when I head out to find a new place to move in to, and I enjoy the sheer simplicity of living with little.

I also got to talk to my landlord on the phone whom was very helpful at answering my questions on how I'm to vacate the unit properly at the end of the month, despite understanding that he doesn't want me to leave. He even mentioned I could leave behind a couple of things I wasn't sure how I was going to get rid of as he could use them, and mentioned he'd certainly give good word as a rental reference when I find a new place to apply for.

All I've got left to do is throw a few things away, donate a few things, and clean my apartment for a walkthrough evaluation, and then I get to leave at the start of April.



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13 Mar 2014, 6:10 am

-3. Not so good today.

Edit: make it -10.

Meltdown...

Bugger!