justkillingtime wrote:
Ann2011 wrote:
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Two helium tanks, an exit bag and a drive to the lakes. I'll leave my windows down so the animals can get to me. Spring is a good time to die.
Oh, Ann, we don't want to lose you. There are ups and downs, there is only up from here. BTW, the idea to leave your windows down is very Buddhist. Stay; we need you here.
Your message warmed my heart. Thank you. As much as I want to sometimes, I just can't kill myself while my mother is alive. I can't do that to her. You're right, there are ups and downs and things will get better, if I hang in there. So I'm going to keep putting one foot in front of the other and see where it takes me.
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