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27 May 2013, 12:15 pm

Too much eye contact, too much people, too much unplanned events and not enough things to do at work. There's no wonder I'm exhausted.

SultanLiam
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28 May 2013, 12:53 am

A forum where I can rant about whatever is pissing me off? I love it!
I have the most annoying cousin, he has been inn and out of our house for the last few weeks. He is on the border of psychotic, he is loud, condescending and rude. He has been out of our hair for a few days now, and I have found myself appreciating the calmness. Honestly, you don't know how much you love your routine until it is broken...

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29 May 2013, 2:37 am

Too many bad memories of toxic communications and interactions resurfacing.

So much pain,
so much yearning
My mind is burning
Seriously it kind of hurt

To an end we are no longer working
Just questions of selfishness and judgement
Can there be more to life than such?
Besides bad poems.

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29 May 2013, 10:29 pm

AAARRRRRRHHAAAAAEEEOOOOOUUUUUUUUUU!

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30 May 2013, 12:14 am

I seem to have been born and bred for failure. The only lesson my extremely meagre experience of the world seems to have taught me so far is that each and every interesting thing in life isn’t for me. I don’t really want to believe it, but I seem unable to make any change. Sometimes I think I’d be willing to do literally anything to make myself a little less worthless, even if it’s the last thing I do, but I don’t know what to do at all.

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30 May 2013, 12:19 am

Spiderpig wrote:

No one is worthless.

Sometimes I wish I had normal human reactions. I'm tired of being eyeballed like I'm up to no good. I'm tired of not being able to communicate as well as others. I'm tired of feeling like I have to do double to make up for what I lack. I'm tired of people misunderstanding me. I'm tired of of people, but still want a hug. What the h#ll do I do now?

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30 May 2013, 6:06 am

Sorry, I don't have a answer for you, I'm tired too.

I used to feel like screaming all the time, now I just can't be bothered.

F*ck this pointless sh*t life.

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30 May 2013, 6:14 am

F*ck this sh*t.

It was supposed to be here and it's still not, if it's not soon, I seriously am going to be tempted to do something stupid.
And if it comes up as something else then I *will* do something stupid.
And my sex drive still has not come back, if it doesn't soon I am seriously going to lose it.

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31 May 2013, 2:53 am

TruenoBlues wrote:

I have had it with "smoke free Naperville." I think we should have smoking and non-smoking bars. And I've had it with places that let you smoke those tasteless excuses for tobacco called cigarettes, but not cigars or pipes. Thanks for starting this topic.

I agree. Don't smoke if you don't want to, but don't put your nazi trips on me. Albert Einstein got his best idea smoking his tobacco pipe in the parks and beaches... the nazis in NY and NJ have outlawed smoking in all parks and beaches. This is a real throwback to 1940's Nazi Germany

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31 May 2013, 2:59 am

steelback wrote:

I hate the fact that nobody ever calls me except telemarketers, or people who want me to donate money to some charity that may or may not be legitimate, and try to make me feel like the worst person on earth if I don't feel like donating to their cause. I already feel worthless enough without these a-holes to reinforce it.

I hate that too. I've switched numbers once or twice just to avoid those things. Since then i've made a couple aspie friends who randomly call me and I will randomly call them whenever i feel like talking/catching up with them. Strangely it's a lot easier talking to other aspies than NT's. give it a try. msg me or someone else and get a number

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01 Jun 2013, 7:12 pm

I don't think I'll ever find the partner I want: someone who loves me, is my friend and can talk to me, is attracted to me and likes having sex with me. I can't imagine ever getting all of those in one person.

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01 Jun 2013, 8:02 pm

Welcome to the club :lol:

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02 Jun 2013, 10:57 pm

Not really a rant but more of a mind dump.

Maybe I should just go home. There is absolutely nothing here for me anymore after the last few months, and I never wanted to be here in the first place. All of the things that were keeping me here aren't anymore, and at least if I go home, I can still do what I want to do in terms of study - it will just be free instead of me paying for it. And before I do that, I can have a nice 3 month long vacation from people in Pará in the middle of nowhere. - with some other species for company.

There's nothing keeping me here so I don't know why I haven't gone already. I haven't found another job. I know if I go back I will get reverse culture shock for a while, but it will pass.
Also a good chance to actually spend time with my father properly, for once in my life.
Which begs the question of - Why the hell am I still here?

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02 Jun 2013, 11:38 pm

Because you can!

Just kidding. I envy you a lot. I’ve been so long at the place I was born, unable to do anything interesting, there’s nothing I wish more than to go far away, never to come back. But my chances look slim.

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03 Jun 2013, 11:31 am

Honestly, this feels less like depression and more like ptsd. I'm weird like that. Feeling a bit better.

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03 Jun 2013, 10:06 pm

How much can I possibly miss talking to someone. It almost doesn't make sense. I am currently not feeling any anxiety, but I can't seem to stop crying.

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