scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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2, except a bit tired and last night watched something that made me want to puke on a movie(which I've never really experienced) that was actually a collection of short movies all involving some sort of death that my brothers friend put on, some where pretty stupid, that particular one was very horrible but very plausible. I didn't get through the whole movie because I was preoccupied.

Pretty lonesome today, so let's say a -2. I was supposed to meet a friend but she's sick in bed. No one else around to talk to during the day.

-4. feeling a little depressed lately

i just made a huge post, releasing some pent up feelings i had, but meh i feel still a bit down. 3.

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I just need to survive the weekend and then things should get a little better

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1 - today, my time is not my own.

4. i got my keys back in the mail but i'm still feeling alone ahh, i woke up past noon. and my grandma went back to mexico.

there's going to be a lot of people over today.

-2

7 or 8 or something, despite all the anxiety surrounding my currant situation (I have locked horns with certain authority figures and I am in court this Wednesday) I fell amazing. I love a good battle and punching above my weight.

-5

-8

Things aren't turning the way I want them to today, and the feelings of uncertainty are coming back

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Found out 37 DeLoreans showed up at the car show when I only saw 6, then I heard some awful news about a coworker that I'm not supposed to even know about, so that's the negative side, but on the positive side, I found out my boss fought valiantly to get me an office when one of the claims guys left on Friday (unsuccessfully though, even though I have seniority over the guy who did), and I learned a TON about my fiancee and got her to open up quite a bit today! Feeling quite a mix of emotions right now, all leveling out to zero.

How about now sweetie? Any better?

(FYI: there's still some stuff I'm holding back, but I promise to tell you in person when we see each other next, or sooner if you want. I just really, really don't want to scare you away )

Feeling a lot better now, (around a 5) thank you for asking! And I'm looking forward to hearing more of your secrets!

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+III

I've been feeling rather awful lately. I've been in the deeper negatives, but have been trying to cheer myself up by searching pictures of cats in boxes on google (Type "cat in box" into google... image results are pretty great), quelling hoards of zombies playing solo in an arcade shooter type game on my ps3(Dead Nation... stupid game, but I like the specific brand of cheesy stupid when combined with difficulty), and working on finishing my transcription of Paganini's Caprice No. 5 to electric guitar so that I can work on engraving it into my memory and add it to my current repertoire... that's gotten me into the low positives, but I still feel all alone in the world, and maybe even irrationally, feel my presence is unwanted by all around me.

I feel like this cat...

...Making do with what I've got dang'it >_>