Joined: 29 Oct 2011 Gender: Female Posts: 13,091 Location: ᜆᜄᜎᜓᜄ᜔
02 Feb 2015, 1:43 pm
-5 because until now, I don't know if I should care at anything or something or not at all. At the same time I don't want to be numb; that would rather scare me more.
Joined: 6 May 2011 Age: 39 Gender: Female Posts: 1,340
05 Feb 2015, 11:23 pm
Honestly, I'm a solid 3 right now. I'm not in the depths of despair, but I feel like I've been at this "recovery" thing forever at this point, and there is no end in sight.
It's been almost a year and a half since the love of my life left me for another woman. I wish I didn't have baggage. I wish I could just be comfortable being alone, like I was before.
Sometimes I feel like I don't belong anywhere, and it's better for everyone if I just go away because I'm annoying.