scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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Still a 0 for me. I find out tomorrow if my partner has what his surgeon suspected. I'm in bits inside, but I'm holding it together on the outside (for now) for my fellas sake.

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I feel that there is is absolutely ZERO time to prepare for the wedding. I still have to get silk flowers to give to our (me and my fiancé) mothers, but the store that sold them closed early. I have to go today to a different store, and I fear that I may not be able to fit that into my visit with my mom today.

-2. It's early morning, my favorite time of day. I should be receiving my live bees in the mail tomorrow, I'm excited because I've never kept bees before. But I'm also stressed about it because it's new. I'm in a fairly difficult class for school, but I am doing well in it so far.
I'm tired and depressed all the time, and I always feel like death warmed over. My stomach always hurts, my head always hurts. My doctor ran a BUNCH of tests, including checking my heart, and everything came back normal. I was convinced it was a hypothyroid issue, but I guess not. If this is normal, how to people keep getting up every day?

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-3 no meeting of the minds just yet. Ever?

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0. Got all day to wait for an answer from the surgeon about fellas health. If it turns out not to be what she suspected, then I'm making plans to leave. My relationship was in the toilet anyway before all of this current mess started, but now it's worse. I can't cope with his behaviour.

That sucks, I'm sorry. Health issues are a major stressor on relationships, even when the relationship was good previously. For relationships that have problems, a health issue can tank it fast and hard. And the stress is made worse because the healthy person often feels an obligation to stay and guilt for wanting to leave.
I wish there was something I could do. If I could ship you a box of hot tea and homemade scones, I would.

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probably some where in the 1-4 range, mainly because i'm single and still don't have a girlfriend, never had one, no college degree yet either, just a high school diploma, and i'm in my late 20's, the reason why i mentioned feeling insecure about the lack of college degree, is because the cold, harsh fact of life, reality, is that it's very hard, almost impossible to get hired at a job that provides financial stability, pays above minimum-wage if you only have a high-school diploma i know i'm responsible for everything that goes on in my life, i'm completely aware of that, do i regret not taking life, reality more seriously earlier like in my late teens and early 20's? Oh hell yes, but regret, dwelling on the past does not help at all, obviously can't change the past

-5 too much change and micromanagement at work. My boss is probably mad I'm not "on board", but it's completely inefficient, redundant, and really counterintuitive. and they took away the writing table.

Just pick something and stick to it. Don't mess with my work station, don't mess with my breaks, and just let me to my job. It's a very simple job, and reams of paperwork do little except attempt to validate overlapping management positions.

I am curled up with a blanket in my corner, and am going to try to shut out the world now.

-4 sometimes I'm glad for whatever movement through time though so much has been lost and I often feel lost...