scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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-6

^hug
0(neutral)

-8

My parents are facing eviction. Their landlord is a complete a**hole, and is the same man who accepted a bribe from some f***ing Ponzi scheme. My parents are currently trying to find a home. They almost found one in Olmsted Falls, but didn't like it because it was "too small". I feel really hopeless and helpless about the whole thing.

-3 I'm hoping for both to eventually get away from the workplace environment I'm to one that is more autistic friendly as well, try to establish a greater amount of friends..

+10

0

Not in a good mood, but not in a bad one, either. I just don't feel like coping today.

0 as well, for simply doing my best to speed up my immune system ..

-8. Angry, depressed, and tired. Hating my inability to connect with people. Angry with people who make a concerted effort to get much while doing little. Tired of being an oddity. Frustrated with passive aggressive people. Annoyed with being thin skinned and gullible.

And Mariah Carey constantly popping up on my title screen just takes the cake.

-1 Like I have bitten off more than I can chew, working full time this week has left me feeling exhausted.
I just woke up from 13hrs sleep, which is a bizarre occurrence and I am still tired.

+1 I feel somewhat more human after getting some decent sleep..

-4

-2. I'm feeling a bit disillusioned about the net/forums. I'm asking myself where is posting really getting me? I mean I have made "friends", I say it in inverted commas since I can't actually see them or be in their company. I haven't found my missing piece yet either and a lot of it is just an extension of real life. It's the same things happening but over a virtual platform. I don't know, maybe I expected more. Maybe I just need a break again...

-10. I am feeling rage and sadness and grief over how I never had any real control over my own life, about how people have always done whatever they wanted to me and about how they always made sure that there was nothing I could do about it. Now I am an adult, I have the power to change that, yet I let these people continue to keep me as a prisoner in my own life. I want to cry, and I want to grieve, but most of all, I need a complete spiritual detox from my family.

0

nothing's causing any particular emotion in me, i'm just sitting here browsing the web and listening to this at the moment.

+1 near baseline. I feel kinda mellow from all the clonazepam I took earlier in the day. A bunch of stressors in my have also been removed in the past week, so that helps too.