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I feel so hopeless. My meds aren't helping too much, and I want to be on Abilify along with the Zoloft, but I can't because I am still weaning off the Topamax. To be honest, on more than half my days, I either feel stoic, emotionless, or just plain sad. And worse, the dumb quack suggested I go back to taking Carbatrol, but I don't want to, because I have no seizure activity, according to my recent EEG. I feel that I am fighting a losing battle with my emotions, and may never feel happy again, no matter what I do.
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Black cat on duty