scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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I feel mental. I just hypothosised that everyone with Central Heterachromia Iridium had aspergers.

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Rejected by another girl aster we'd gotten close.
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sly279, I have a serious question for you, do you measure your self worth with girls or with rather or not you are in a relationship? I hate to tell you this but a lot of autistic people never have a personal relationship. That is not to say you can't but after reading a lot of you posts, I think you are trying way too hard. Be yourself and don't focus on other people, people will either like you or hate you. By trying so hard to get a relationship going, I think your reducing the odds of getting into one. Don't think of women as potential relationships, think of them as friends and then go to the relationship stage. I feel you are kinda of rushing things and I am about 90% sure that women are picking up on this. Do what you want around them, be polite but don't expect to get in a relationship and you'll probably get in one.

If you are not happy flying solo then you won't be happy with someone else.

0. Just about level. I could crash to -17087985 any moment however.

Well for half my life I didn't try and it got me nothing, least trying got me a few dates and close calls. I don't think you understand. Me and this girl got along super great but in the end she like most she didn't find my face physically attractive. Liked me otherwise and how sweet I was. She didn't even care about my job or renting with my family.

I can't afford plastic surgery and my life is just awful alone. Lot of people would look at me with everything I want and more then I need and they'd probably be happy with that but I'm not I get happiness from socializing and being alone is freaking hell for me

Last bit makes no since. Yes I would and am happy with others. Happiest times of. My life's were fore few days or weeks I spent with girls. Or when I hung out with friends every day. There's two kinds of people , those happy with hoodies, objects alone, and those who need other people. I'm the latter. I wasn't designed to be alone and cut off from everyone. I know many aspies prefer it that way again it's hell for me, they value their alone time I despise it. I like chatting 24/7 with people

Social aspie=hell on earth

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at least you tried. please accept that i'm happy for and proud of you for this.

life is about giving yourself the best possible chance over and over. sooner or later something will go right.- robert kunkel, sr.

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Well s**t

I got you to go from -8 to -10

Way to go DJ,

That is not the direction I wanted you to take that but I see all of your logic and its sound. I am sorry, autism is hell on earth, the only thing I can think to say is you have to find reasons to live outside the box. For me its music and video games, I'll never be productive so I might as well enjoy the time I have here on this Earth. I know I'll never have a relationship, I'll never have a normal life but I am okay with that because frankly there is more to life then people.

Some people on the spectrum never drive
Some people on the spectrum never marry
Some people on the spectrum never talk

For every curse there is a gift, it can always get worse. It is depressing though and I hope you find what you are looking for. You are still very young, some people in my family didn't marry and have kids until after 40.

He drives and he talks.

So he ain't doing too badly.

Better then me,

Growing up I only talked to my mom and after 10 years of talking to others, I have learned I had more wisdom as a child then I did as an adult. I have said probably 3-4 words in the last six months that was not directed at my mom so I am pretty much non verbal and I can't drive. Plus I'll never marry, damn I fit into all those. I went from mid functioning to high functioning back to pretty damn low functioning.

I am -1 after writing this now, I should go to bed. Normally when I get this way, sleep helps, Goodnight.

i have chi and as. it's good to make all sorts of hypotheses. then test them. some will be right.

It wasn't your fault dcj123


-7 today

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Can't figure out ailment

-6. I just feel so useless and worthless all of the time. I feel like I only exist to go from point A to point B, then vice versa. I am so lonely.