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20 Sep 2016, 9:01 pm

-4 feeling sick every single day. That's all that is in the forecast forever. Life sucks.

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20 Sep 2016, 9:06 pm

cathylynn wrote:

dcj - you think you're worthless because you've been discounted and abused. it's the abusers who gave you these negative ideas. don't let them win. PTSD tends to improve with time. try to hang in there and let time heal you. folks who have attempted suicide by jumping off things usually say they change their minds on the way down.

I have PMed you,

I have not ruled out suicide tonight,

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21 Sep 2016, 12:52 am

Please don't kill yourself

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21 Sep 2016, 12:03 pm

-10 Those thoughts again until my cats come up to me with thoughtful eyes as if to say "What would happen to us?" #derealization #defeated #depersonalization #disturbed #depression #detached

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21 Sep 2016, 12:08 pm

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-10 Those thoughts again until my cats come up to me with thoughtful eyes as if to say "What would happen to us?" #derealization #defeated #depersonalization #disturbed #depression #detached

Hello MissConstrue, you probably don't remember though originally joining wrongplanet back in 2007 I went under the username ProfessorXAnyways, nice to see you here back on wp

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21 Sep 2016, 7:04 pm

-2

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21 Sep 2016, 7:07 pm

Sorry to see your feeling a sense of disharmony within your life Flown

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22 Sep 2016, 8:23 pm

-5
Really hate my job on top of all the other horrible stuff they've now made it so I can't do my job and then get mad at me for not doing it.

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22 Sep 2016, 9:32 pm

sly, a guy who gets upset over killing a cricket is quite attractive to me. that's gentleness, a virtue not always seen in guys. sorry the job isn't going well.

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23 Sep 2016, 3:17 am

cathylynn wrote:

sly, a guy who gets upset over killing a cricket is quite attractive to me. that's gentleness, a virtue not always seen in guys. sorry the job isn't going well.

Always been told it's weakness or called a sissy/p***y

I'd like him. I pass him as I walked to work every day recently he/she had a friend I feel bad for it happening and for the friend who's alone now.

Then todsy I stepped on a snail

i dont know if they can heal or if it was still alive I stopped when I heard a noise. I normally use my flashlight and look but was going by a house and didn't want to disturb then at 10:40 at night.

Just now we found out my sisters guinue pig died

so much death in my life this week. I wish I could have helped the cricket and snail. I hope they'll somehwer nice and I'll be forgiven. Also still bit haunted from killing ants few years back I wish we could live in peace with animals.

Showe I'm not strong , probably best I wasn't allowed to join the marines. I have no doubt I can kill in defense but it'll haunt me.

Rest in peace cricket, snail and simon the giune pig of age 5.5 :cry:

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23 Sep 2016, 2:55 pm

sly, ignore those who call you names. they're obviously no-good-niks who wouldn't know a good thing if it bit them.

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23 Sep 2016, 9:53 pm

6. Few setbacks, but doing okeydokey at the time being.

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23 Sep 2016, 10:08 pm

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Best I've been doing in a while actually, I have racing thoughts but I am coping with them well enough. I am on no drugs, not even my meds. It surprises me I am doing so well with no help.

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23 Sep 2016, 10:17 pm

kudos. glad to hear it, dcj. thanks for the encouraging info.

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24 Sep 2016, 12:31 am

cathylynn wrote:

sly, ignore those who call you names. they're obviously no-good-niks who wouldn't know a good thing if it bit them.

Niks?

-4 there was a pretty and cute woman working at the burger king

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