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dcj123
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27 Dec 2016, 11:23 pm

- Life / 10

F my life,

Application to an apartment and I need three character references that are not related to me.

"Pastors are easy ones"

Maybe for you but all of them that I know want me dead and while on that topic, I don't even have three character references from people related to me. Might as well include all of my affidavits and evidence that I am horrible person with my application as while, I believe some might be sealed, we need the whole picture here. Maybe I can tell them all about being thrown out of a homeless shelter too.

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27 Dec 2016, 11:39 pm

dcj123 wrote:

i'll write you one as long as i don't have to say that you're quiet. i'll say that you are generally considerate and generous. that you are reliable and smart. that you tend to keep to yourself.

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27 Dec 2016, 11:44 pm

cathylynn wrote:

i'll write you one as long as i don't have to say that you're quiet.

lulz

I am very quit with headphones

Thanks, let me see what I can do...

But I probably will need a fax lulz

There was manager that liked me, I'll have to find him and that... is all that is coming to mind actually :twisted:

I think I can think of three people that don't want me to die in a ditch... maybe... God... I hope... Well lets hope I am having a memory problem here...

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28 Dec 2016, 12:18 am

Sabreclaw wrote:

-2

The more I time I spend on this site, the more I talk to people here, the worse my mood gets. :skull:

the more time i spend away from this site, the less i talk to people here, the worse my mood gets. :skull:

call it withdrawal or whatever you like, but that is how it is.

1. not sure if i've come to terms with "it" or not.

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28 Dec 2016, 12:31 am

-9

God this application is freaking depressing...

Yes I am horrible person, maybe I can just write that in here... somewhere...

Can they see drug use from medical records?

Like how do I even answer if I use drugs if I am high on drugs when I am filling out the application and for that matter when I was talking to the dude...

Social norms are depressing actually... Do I have patterns of abuse in my household? Hell, is that even legal to ask? I probably do, maybe I can s**t in jar for them next. It might not be thick enough for them. wtf, why does this even matter?

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28 Dec 2016, 6:24 am

Interesting scale! I guess if I'm actually being realistic I'd say -2. I've felt much worse if I think about it. I still feel angry and sad and hopeless and 'done' though.

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28 Dec 2016, 6:36 pm

-10

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28 Dec 2016, 7:45 pm

i hope you have a nice new year celebration, sly.

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01 Jan 2017, 6:54 pm

2.5

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01 Jan 2017, 6:56 pm

sly279 wrote:

-10

What's going on?

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01 Jan 2017, 6:57 pm

-7 physically (kidney infection + sepsis)
4 emotionally

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07 Jan 2017, 12:36 pm

1 because I am Hopeless and, having usual night meltdown.

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07 Jan 2017, 4:20 pm

8 today has been a good day, but sad that my vacation is over and I have to go back to work on Monday.

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11 Jan 2017, 7:54 pm

How do you put a number on complete apathy??

One would think that someone who fought the loss of her personal agency in her own life (had to be systematically ripped from me, under duress, and it took years and multiple courses of drugs) would jump to take it back when given not only permission but a blessing to do so (turns out absolute power isn't all it's cracked up to be-- it also comes with absolute responsibility).

As it turns out, not so much. What is smashed and broken and made aversive is not so easily returned. My resolution to be an active participant in my life, instead of a responsive servant, is failing rather miserably. Not because of the predicted friction, but because I simply do not care and do not feel comfortable with agency any more.

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11 Jan 2017, 8:18 pm

-7

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11 Jan 2017, 9:24 pm

-32767. I'm still trying to get rid of this damn cold, plus I've been chauffeuring a person who refuses to pay up.

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