scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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I don’t appreciate being insulted or slandered, it’s why I won’t talk to boo anymore.

I’m avoiding the political section, I’m not able to handle it currently. Too sad.
I felt you didn’t like me clearly. I don’t remember why but I think it was you calling me a racist.
I don’t bother people who hate me. Im not entirely socially inept

I use to think you liked me though

-8.6

I can't really say much as to why I feel the way I do anymore. The stress chokes me like a snake finding its prey, I can't do this anymore. I've moved states to a much better place, everyone is so happy. I'm the unhappy one in the crowd now. I used to be able to pick out at least a couple people who I could feel felt the same way, but here, I'm just... me.

i didn't call you anything. i asked you to consider where some very specific ideas were coming from.

a strong 7.2

3ish

-10 really need to stop reading wp before work it makes me depressed. Woke up in good mood now I don’t feel like eating and don’t want to go to work, so now I’ll be all depressed though work and it’s bad enough I have to listen to th bf of my crush talk about how cute and great w gf she is.

i hope work went okay.

Unrequited love, 1.

Null.

I've told them, over and over again that I cannot handle a classroom environment. It's just not for me. So the first thing they do is to push me into the most densely packed classrooms. My work is already slipping and they're constantly telling me I'm going to fail and that I need to hurry, hurry, HURRY!

My stress is out of whack... I need a cigarette...

(-9.5)

4... Not in too bad a place mentally and my increased antidepressant dosage seems to have helped too, as far as I can tell... but I'm concerned about my physical health, which is acting rather like Dr Jekyll and Mr. Hyde, minus any monstrous transformations. Habitually run 3 km in the evenings and feel just fine: but recently during daytime have been experiencing episodes of mild, persistent abdominal pain and recently had severe chest pains, which generally are very sporadic but always frightening.
The latter makes me paranoid about my heart, but I've had these concerns checked before and have surprisingly good blood pressure. Whatever is going on with the stomach pains though is really beginning to worry me, and might have to result in a GP visit.

5

-10. it's one of those days i just want to die peacefully and quietly. I can't work, i trouble the people around me and i'm just tired of fear and shame. If i wasn't afraid of hell i'd probably wish for an assisted suicide clinic here.

All I will ever, ever be in life is somebody's kick-me dog, somebody's patsy. I'm sick of it, and sick of being spit on and berated for it, and sick of being told I deserve that kind of treatment for not being more.

Wish I had married the one who told me outright that he expected a wife to be a kick-me dog and patsy. Maybe at least he would have respected me for playing that role.

Hugs. You don’t deserve that.id never treat or let anyone treat my wife such way.

-8