scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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dragonsanddemons
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28 Nov 2017, 3:29 pm

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dragonsanddemons wrote:
0. I'm back to not feeling much of anything due to depression causing emotional numbness.


Well dragonsanddemons I have come to join your club... Just had a moment of almost crying last night and then nothing...

So 0.


Big dragon hugs :heart: Emotional numbness is horrible. Sometimes I'd rather feel bad just so I could feel something.


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28 Nov 2017, 5:57 pm

shifting --- 4, 2, -2, 4.... 8O :D :cry: :evil:



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28 Nov 2017, 6:12 pm

Someone stole an expensive item on my watch :( so i dont know if I’ll be fired now



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30 Nov 2017, 11:30 am

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Someone stole an expensive item on my watch :( so i dont know if I’ll be fired now

Oh no, I hope things work out.

I'm a 3 right now.



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01 Dec 2017, 6:03 am

3.7932465
Yes, specifically that. No less no more.


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02 Dec 2017, 4:45 am

-7



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02 Dec 2017, 6:14 am

4. Feel generally happy to be seeing a friend today, but privately my anxiety has been on the attack. I'm constantly worrying about the present/future, and tormented by memories from the past. There is no safe place, so I have to work to force my moods into some semblance of order every day, blocking the thoughts with tasks. I can't afford to break down. It additionally doesn't help things when I seem to be everyone's target for mockery these days.


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02 Dec 2017, 9:51 am

crystaltermination wrote:
4. Feel generally happy to be seeing a friend today, but privately my anxiety has been on the attack. I'm constantly worrying about the present/future, and tormented by memories from the past. There is no safe place, so I have to work to force my moods into some semblance of order every day, blocking the thoughts with tasks. I can't afford to break down. It additionally doesn't help things when I seem to be everyone's target for mockery these days.

I struggle with memories from the past too. Thinking of you.

I'm a -3 today.



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02 Dec 2017, 10:24 am

-10+10i, because I need a 2 dimensional scale to show that I feel terrible and great at the same time.



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02 Dec 2017, 1:03 pm

+5 I think somebody likes me and even if i did something he didn't really like he didn't get upset much.. I hope and pray everything goes smoothly this Wednesday though :(



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02 Dec 2017, 1:13 pm

-3.


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02 Dec 2017, 3:08 pm

-11

I don't care what happens anymore.


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02 Dec 2017, 5:27 pm

Butterfly88 wrote:
I struggle with memories from the past too. Thinking of you.

It's a struggle with the memories. Thanks for understanding. :heart:


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02 Dec 2017, 9:19 pm

+/- 5

Moderately confident if the next 10-12 days play out as I think they will, which, at the same time, frankly sucks.


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03 Dec 2017, 1:48 am

Right around 0
Back and forth between -3 and 0 the last week or so.
A couple of moments of about .5



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03 Dec 2017, 7:27 am

-7

I hate myself for not being as good as other people


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