scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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dragonsanddemons
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12 Jan 2018, 8:45 pm

-2.5. A dull sense of unhappiness. It might be nice to feel something that wasn't dulled by depression for a change, even if it's not necessarily something good. I seem to be unable to get out of the -3 to +1 range at all for the time being.


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12 Jan 2018, 8:52 pm

dragonsanddemons wrote:
-2.5. A dull sense of unhappiness. It might be nice to feel something that wasn't dulled by depression for a change, even if it's not necessarily something good. I seem to be unable to get out of the -3 to +1 range at all for the time being.


Same.



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15 Jan 2018, 1:13 pm

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17 Jan 2018, 11:08 am

I’m a 1 but oh well life goes on



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18 Jan 2018, 10:15 am

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18 Jan 2018, 11:41 am

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I've been feeling more reserved and uncomfortable being open about myself on here now than before... I regret some of the posts I made... I hate this feeling.


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18 Jan 2018, 6:05 pm

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18 Jan 2018, 7:25 pm

CockneyRebel wrote:
I feel that I'm #2 on the scale. I'm dealing with two things. A killer case of the Flu, and the aniversary of my dear old Routemasters reaching their fate, last year, on December 9th. Let's just say that I have a box of Kleenex and a bag of Adult Pull-ups in my reach. :cry: :oops: :cry: :oops:



I hope your flu passes quickly. I'm also sorry that today is a sad day for you.

Oh, I'm up to about a -2 so that's good.


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22 Jan 2018, 6:07 pm

-6 didn’t get much slee last night as I woke up realizing I lost all my friends and can’t have what I had every again. :(



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23 Jan 2018, 2:44 pm

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Did some chores yesterday, everybody treats it as nothing major and that I should be doing all of it anyway. No praise, no "good job", nothing.

I have pretty much been ignored from childhood up till now so why should it change? I'm tired of trying, using up much energy, and then get nothing out of it.

People need to seriously come out and say, "if your autism level is 2 or below, you're f**k'ed!
Or just straight up kill me so I won't have to experience isolation and sensory issues, just any of it!


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24 Jan 2018, 2:38 pm

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I'm tired and exhausted from socializing, I always do something wrong and I can't take it anymore... Maybe I'll just lurk around here instead or something but I'm just done.


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25 Jan 2018, 3:28 am

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I was stupid to think any woman from my state could be different then all the rest.



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25 Jan 2018, 9:59 am

-5. Still feeling numbed, but the depression is worse.


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25 Jan 2018, 1:40 pm

dragonsanddemons wrote:
-5. Still feeling numbed, but the depression is worse.


Hugs



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26 Jan 2018, 11:57 am

sly279 wrote:
dragonsanddemons wrote:
-5. Still feeling numbed, but the depression is worse.


Hugs


Thank you, big dragon hugs back to you.

-7. At least I'm feeling something?


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-H. P. Lovecraft, "The Outsider"