Temeraire wrote:
Mcphologer wrote:
I don't really have much of a number to give anyone, mostly because I'm just a small hassle to most people. I'm pretty much the pepperspray of human-human interaction.
I started looking into burnout. With everything that's been going on these past few years, it only makes sense that I am still suffering through a burnout. I've tried to squeeze everything out of myself and yet it got nothing. I don't expect anyone to reply to this, considering nobody even batted an eye at my last post. But consider it, maybe it's the same thing. I mean, it's unlikely, but it's worth a shot.
I hear you Mcphologer. You are not alone.
People don't seem to reply much on this thread.
The haven is a good one or the members section.
Burnout can be a pretty scary experience because you don't know when you will come out of the other side. It's like depression or grief in that respect.
The body, mind, soul etc all need nourishment and if you are only expelling energy and not topping it back up then you are bound to fall into some kind of quandary.
I am going to take a guess here and say that you are probably a person who gives lots of love but don't seem to get much back? If I am wrong I beg your pardon.
There are some lovely places to go and top up your soul on here.
(Your comment about being the pepperspray of human-human interaction made me laugh - clever words)
You're pretty much spot on. I actually used to help people a few years ago who were going through depression online. But it wasn't really the only thing I was doing either. People loaded me up with all the responsibilities in the world and yet it doesn't really pay out. But unfortunately, my entire problem has gotten so far as my family calling me lazy, or downright stupid. Thanks to this mindset I've lapsed into (and it's getting worse) I've started pushing my family, friends, even acquaintances away. It's killer.
(I have a cynical humour about things, and I'm probably the best at it when I've aimed the gun at myself.)
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