scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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8 as well.

I found a volunteer opportunity at the library of the Botanical Gardens. Next week, a woman there will call me to schedule a meeting with her, and we will discuss the opportunity.

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I just heard back that my MRI was clear Yippee, more med changes for me, to see if that might be the cause. But I'm strongly suspecting that it will just turn out that no, nothing's wrong with me that they can tell, I must just be imagining things and/or too bad, I've just got to deal with it This is why I should just keep my mouth shut and suck it up and deal, because I know I'm hypersensitive to pretty much every sensation and it's probably nothing, and even if it isn't, they're not likely to find anything because that's the way my body does things. Last time I mention any sort of health issue unless there's some sort of blatantly obvious outward sign that something's wrong, at least for a long time. I expect I'm the first person they've had who's burst into tears in a bad way at being told the MRI is clear (at least they just left a message on the answering machine, so no one but me has to know)

Maybe it's time to just give up on medication and learn to deal with my measly little issues on my own. Or just let the suicidiality come back and go ahead and do it, because I'm such a baby I can't deal with anything and can't get past my issues so I can be a normal, productive member of society - no point in continuing to be a worthless drain on others' resources, is there?

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0 knowing that it will go into the negative integer area later on this afternoon when I have to put on my dental appliance..

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-10

I can't focus on having fun at all. I am SCARED that I could be pregnant with an IUD, and I already missed my period for April. I tried to take a pregnancy test, which turned out negative. I told my mom and my husband, but they both told me not to worry about it. I am worried because I have read numerous online stories of women becoming pregnant with an IUD, and I fear that I will be one of them.

Is there a woman here on WP who understands what I am going through, I want her to PM me, I need some relief so badly...

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I've calmed down a bit and am willing to see a neurologist, but I'm still very irritated that the first thought every time I present with any sort of health issue is that it must be medication related. Wish I could just get on with seeing a neurologist instead of having to wait to see if getting off of/changing medications helps.

Also still pretty depressed now that I'm not distracted by the MRI.

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Nearly 12 years of depression is catching up to me. I'll never have my dream girlfriend and everything I do is always bound for failure.

9!! It's not 10 just because I'm very hungry
I finish several small things I was working in recent time, and now I'm free from the pressure. That's just great.

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