scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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Hey Robin,

I think you’re a fine writer. I wish I could provide you with some useful solace. Have you heard from an apartment complex in that nice place near Seattle?

I know homelessness is very hard.

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Not doing bad, but not doing good, either. My thoughts won't stop racing, I keep thinking about so many things at once, such as:

"Will I do good or bad at my interview?"
"Who's gonna take me places when my mom dies?"
"Will my friends hang out with me again?"
"Will I make new friends?"
"Will the new Super Smash Bros. game be a port or a different game?"
"Why does everything including video games and DLC cost so much money anymore?"
"What about our financial situation?"
"Why are there so many people with better lives than me?"
"Will I ever find another part-time job again?"
"Why do I have the feeling of FOMO?"
"Will I ever get my next period?"

Honestly, I don't want to have these feelings anymore, but nothing I ever try helps. All I want is peace and closure, and I am not getting it yet, or at all...

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Today finds me in a better mood than in previous days. To be truthful, in previous days, I was downright suicidal. This might also be related to the fact that I stopped taking my Abilify because it caused compulsive gambling and diabetes. I've now stopped gambling and I'm losing weight. Hopefully, my diabetes will also disappear.

The reason I'm a +2 is I found a place to live. It'll cost me $950. That's much more expensive than I want to spend as I get $1270 from SSDI, but the unit comes with all utilities paid as well as breakfast and dinner. It's a retirement center for people who are over 62 or disabled. I think that, in the end, a cheaper place that costs around $500 to $600 would still amount to $1000 once utilities and living expenses are factored in. I'll be moving in in about a month to six weeks.

Same here! How did you get the place?

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